Chapter 11

" what question are you talking about?" Miles asked me.

" The one where you asked what mean me and you should do. I've decided what I want to do. I'm surprised it even took me all this time. But after speaking to Kyle, I know what I want to do." I said. Miles looked at me, as if he was not believing what I was saying. I think he thought that it would take me a lot longer. Maybe even a week to give him an answer.

" so what did you decide we should do? Are you going to tell him? Are we going to sleep together behind his back? What do you want to do? And I want to tell you this, I'm not gonna force you into anything. If you decide to break all ties, I won't tell him anything happened between us. It'll be like it never happened." Miles said. I guess that was one thing I was worried about. That if I broke things up with Miles and I, that he would be so mad at me, that he would go ahead and tell Kyle that I cheated on him. And it's good to hear that he would never do that. I guess I should've never doubted him in the first place.

" thank you Miles, that's good to hear. But, I decided that I don't want to cut all ties. I want to start something up. Not relationship wise. Of course. That night I had with you, was the best night I've ever had. Kyle isn't sentimental. Yes, I believe he loves me. But he doesn't like showing it. And I don't want that. I want him to show me that he loves me. And he doesn't like having sex either. We've had it one time. I've tried multiple times, but he never seems to want to. And I hope it doesn't seem like I'm just using you for sex. But since it's you, I guess you wouldn't really mind either way." I said.

" you want to start something up? I'm surprised. No offense, but I don't think you're that type of girl. I don't mean that in the wrong type away, I always thought you would never want to cheat on Kyle. I mean after their thing that happened I thought the last thing you would want to do it start having sex with his older brother. Who he despises. And I'm fine with starting up something. I think it could be fun." I was said. And I nodded.

"So how would we do this? I mean it might be kinda hard if we start having sex at my place. Since Kyle is there." Miles said.

"Actually it might help us. I stay at your guys house all the time. And maybe, when I stay over. I can spend the night and once Kyle falls asleep I can go into your room." I said and Miles nodded. "That s a good idea. I like it." Miles said.

"Are we aloud to have sex with other people?" Miles asked me. "Yeah, i guess. It's not like I can turn down sex with Kyle, if I do he might suspects something and that's the last thing we want." I said.

"Well, in the next couple of days, I will be going back home. But until then we have your room. Or basically your house. I heard your parents earlier and they will be going to dinner tonight. So we have the whole place to ourselves." He said. "I wonder what sober sex with you will be like." I said.

"Mind blowing" Miles joked.

"You think so highly of yourself don't you?" I said laughing.

"Well I don't lie." He said.

"I don't even remember having sex. So to me it will be like our first time all over again." I said.

"and I will make it amazing." He said.

"I bet you will." I said kissing him.

"Looks like my parents aren't home." I said as I pull into my driveway.

"Looks like they aren't." Miles said. Miles smirked. Both of us got out of the car and headed upstairs into my room. I laid in my bed and Miles crawled on top of me.

"Wait, look. I know I may be a dick sometimes. But I don't want to do this and you hate me forever. Are you sure you want this?" Miles asked me.

"Yes. I truly want this." I said.