Chapter 18

"You know what? Yeah, let's do it." I said and gave him a quick peck on the lips. This will be my first date ever with Miles.

I mean, Miles and I have gone out together before. But it was either friendly, or we were with other people. Now Miles and I are not really just sleeping together. I need to give him a chance. It's hard to trust him especially because of his reputation.

So I'm hoping that if I get to know him better, like going out on dates. I will finally trust him and maybe I might just leave Kyle for Miles.

But, I'm not saying in the next two weeks, if Miles and I are doing good, that I will leave Kyle. It will take months. But I doubt me and Miles will last so long. He's always been the guy that has to get straight to the point.

And either he'll get bored with me, or he'll figure out that he doesn't even like me at all. He's played many girls before. And that's what I mostly worried about. Getting played. Or leaving Kyle, and then Miles later on cheating on me, or leaving me for another girl.

Which happens often, again because of his reputation. But I shouldn't be thinking about this, especially since I'm going on a date with him in the next few hours. After saying yes to the date, Miles told me that I need to be ready by seven.

And just tell Kyle that I want to go home hang out with my parents. Which seems a lot like me, because even though I don't get somewhat along with my parents. I still enjoy hanging out with them every once in a while.

Especially since I've seen what happens when you don't get along with your parents. I've mostly learned from seeing what happens with Miles and his parents. Since he doesn't get along with them very well.

I plan to go home for about an hour and get ready. But of course, when I say an hour I usually mean I'll be out of the house for about four. But I have to be back at his house by seven. Which would give me about six hours? Miles told me that I just need to look normal, and after that, I went upstairs to Kyle and told him that I'll be gone for the rest of the day.

Kyle tells me goodbye and that he loves me. I tell him the same, even though every time I tell him that I love him, it seems that I'm lying to him. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. I think what Miles said was true, that I love him, of course, I do, but I'm not IN love with him.

And every single time I tell Kyle that I love him, I keep thinking that same thing. Which may give me the reason why I keep thinking that I'm lying to him.

I decided to go a little more out and look the best I possibly could. I still for some reason, smelled like campfire and bug spray. So I decided to go take a nice long soak in the bathtub. The whole time I was in the bathroom, I kept thinking of all the bad outcomes of the date. Most of the outcomes were about Kyle finding out about us.

So I contacted Kyle, while I was in the bathtub, and asked him what he would be doing tonight. He told me that he was going out and hanging out with friends. I knew what that meant and it meant he was most likely going to a bar or party. Now, usually I would object. Mostly because horny and drunk girls covered the areas. I tried to not care as much. But he would usually get completely wasted. But I know Kyle wouldn't cheat on me. Or at least I open he doesn't.

Even if he cheated, I would technically deserve it. I couldn't get mad. Finally, after about an hour of sitting in the bathtub and thinking about all of the possible outcomes of my date, I finally decide to exit the bath and dry my hair so I could get ready.

Before I turn on the blow dryer, I grab my Alexa that was in my room and plugged it in. I turn the music up so loud that it would hopefully overpower the blow dryer. But I would have to make this quick because my mother might be home.. My hair was soon dry and my mother was luckily not home and wasn't able to come upstairs and get into my bathroom to tell me that I need to turn it down and turned it off.

I don't know where my mom was but I soon noticed she wasn't home after a good 10 minutes of my favorite song blaring. Once I finish drying and straightening my hair I went to my makeup stand to quickly do my make up. And when I say quickly I actually mean it took me about an hour to do my make up once I decided to look like complete shit, I was finally ready to find my dress. I walked out of my bathroom and into my bedroom.

Right before I can make my way into my walking closet, my phone went off. I got my phone which was sitting on my bed. I open my phone so I had one message from Miles. I opened up the messaging to have one attachment. I click on the attachment and it showed a photo of miles abs and I was completely speechless.

He wanted to play dirty, then we can play. I drop my towel and grab my phone to take a photo of my bare breasts. Once I the photo I grabbed the towel and threw it into the hamper before walking into my closet. I quickly slipped on a pair of lacy thongs and a bra.

After I had my underwear on I heard my phone go off once more. I walked again out into my room and again grabbed my phone and unlocked it. I had another message from Miles.

Miles - damn baby girl, I can't wait to see you. You're going to regret that sending that message.

Jemma - and why is that LOL?

Miles - because you are here to get rid of my hardness (which you caused by the way) and I can't wait to get you in bed tonight. You won't be able to walk tomorrow, and that's a promise.