Chapter 21

Before we start this chapter I do want to mention that over the next few chapters it may seem as if Jemma is still in love with Kyle. She is. And it also may seem as if she is still trying to repair her relationship not to only stay with Miles but to stay with Kyle. There is a reason for this. Jemma wants to stay with Kyle for 2 reasons.

1. To stay close to Miles

2. In case Miles breaks her heart and they don't work out (basically Kyle is the backup plan)

But I just wanted to address that! Enjoy!

How could this happen? After finally seeing Kyle, I believed everything. He didn't even have to admit it, I automatically knew by the way he looked. And when I saw Elise exit the room, I felt that my relationship was done for.

Miles and I sat quietly on his bed not even looking at each other. Before one of us could break the unbearable silence, my phone that was on Miles's desk went off. I saw my phone screen light up so I knew I had a message. I slowly got off of the bed and headed over to the desk.

I didn't grab my phone at first but hovered over it so the phone could scan my face and then I could see who the message was from. As soon as the phone unlocked, I saw that I had a couple of messages from the one and only Kyle.

I sighed knowing that I had to see what they had to say. Something in me was telling me not to look at them, which was probably my brain. But somewhere in my heart, I still loved Kyle. And I want to work things out with him. So I grabbed my phone after deciding I was going to open the messages. I sat back on the bed but this time right next to Miles.

"Kyle texted me," I said in a low voice. "What did he say?" Miles asked me. I opened the messages and saw that Kyle had written a paragraph or two.

Kyle - my love. please speak to me. I messed up and I understand that. But you have to forgive me. Actually, I guess you don't. But I want to work through this. Both of us made mistakes. I know by now, you probably have slept with my brother. I'm not saying I'm too happy about it. But I have no right to stop you from doing what you want or who you want because technically we aren't together. But that doesn't mean I will do the same. I will wait to you are ready to speak, then when you are ready we can both decide how we want to move on.

Kyle - if you chose to continue a relationship with me, or even we can even surpass all of the bumps in the road, but I want you to know this Jemma. You mean the world to me. But please give me the chance to explain myself even if you have made up your mind already. I also want you to know, that I am not mad at you for sleeping with my brother (if you even have). I know how he can be. But I am telling you now, that he isn't a good person. If you chose to not talk to me, and choose to be with him. I am warning you, he will ruin you.

Kyle - He has done it to other girls without even dating them. But if you chose to not listen to me and to be with him, then don't head my warning. But just whatever you do. DON'T fall in love. He isn't your prince charming that will pick you up and be with you forever. Lies always come back somewhere int he future and he has a whole lot of them buried. I want what is best for you. Forever and Always - Kyle

"What did he want?" Miles asked me. "He told me he wanted to speak to me. And it's basically my choice if I want to stay with him or not." I said. I looked over to Miles as I tried to read his expression. "He also told me that if I should leave him and go to you that I should stay away from you at all cost. And if I chose to stay with you, that I shouldn't fall in love." I said.

"Why is he saying that? I won't hurt you. You do know that right?" Miles asked me. I looked at him once more and nodded. "I trust you. But Kyle is right. You do have a past which I don't know much about." I said. "Then let's get everything out in the open. Now you know why I hate Kyle so much." Miles said.

Yeah, because he took your parents away from you.

"Fine, let's talk. You're right. We need to get everything back into the open. But first I need to deal with something." I said. "And what would that be?" Miles asked me. "I need to talk to Kyle," I said. "Don't we have to talk first?" MIles asked me. I shook my head. "There would be no point if I don't have a relationship with Kyle. So let me talk to him first." I said.

"Sure. Do whatever you want." Miles said in a pissed off voice. "Don't tell me you are mad. I need to save my relationship first." I said. "What about our relationship?!" Miles turned around and yelled. "We don't have one Miles! I'm not your secret girlfriend! And you aren't my secret boyfriend! MY boyfriend is in the next room. And I need to go and speak to him." I yelled.

"Then go," Miles said. "So what does that mean?" I asked him. "it means that we're done." Miles said. What? He can't do this.

Can he? "So that's it?" I asked him. He turned to me. "Yeah, Jemma. That's it. I can't do this. I don't think you are ready for this. I mean seriously. You ALWAYS crawl back to him! No matter what he does! You always say you can't trust me, but what if it's the other way around? What if I can't trust you?" Miles said.