Chapter 30

MILES'S POV

I've missed her so much. Jemma means the world to me. At first, it was just sex. I loved the thought of screwing my brother's girlfriend. Especially thinking of how he didn't satisfy her enough so she had to go to me.

But after breaking everything off with her, I instantly regretted it. I threw her right back into the arms of that fucking asshole not knowing that he was destroying her.

She doesn't even notice it. But I do. But I figured when I left her, that she would be better off with him than me. But now looking at the facts and how he had been treating her over these last few months I know that my leaving her made things much worse.

Now he had a reason to be suspicious, to be mean and to judge her whenever he got the chance to do so. But during those months I saw only a tiny bit of how he treated her. I usually saw him looking over her phone and her pulling away so that he couldn't see.

Then minutes later I would hear an argument going on. Once I thought that I should go down there and do something, but my so-called girlfriend talked me out of it.

Maybe if I w0uldn't have listened to her, Jemma wouldn't have cried that night. I wanted to comfort her, but I knew that if I did so I didn't know if I could leave her again. God or the high power above gave me so many chances to go and help her. But I ignored them all and let her suffer.

After finding out about the baby, it left me more heartbroken. I let her go through that alone cause I was too fucking selfish to see what pain she was going through. And right in front of me.

But now I get a second chance. And this time I don't want to hurt her the way I did before. This time I get to try and love her and take care of her the best I can. I want to show her I am worthy of her love.

Not treat her like an object like I do the others. I won't use her for sex. Or for her body. I won't fuck her. I won't screw her. I will do what any man does when he feels the way I do.

I will make love to her the way I should have the last time we had sex. But this time, I won't be letting her go. Not now, not ever.

I smiled at her as I crawled on top of her. I knew Jemma liked to go fast. It's what she enjoyed most. But until now I totally never understood why she did. And I hate that I know it.

"You're on birth control, right? I don't want another incident." I said in the nicest way possible. "Yes. I wouldn't sleep with Kyle if I wasn't. But I still make him wear condoms since he screwed Elise. I don't know what kinda fucking disease that bitch has." Jemma joked. I chuckled.

"She does have a lot of diseases doesn't she?" I asked Jemma before planting a small kiss on her lips. Jemma wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me closer to her if it was even possible.

But that small kiss turned into something much more. I bit her the bottom of her lip begging for entrance which she so greedly opened her mouth letting my tongue invade her mouth. Jemma's hands went directly to my waistband. But before that she trailed her hand down my abdomen.

"I really missed you, Miles." She said looking into my eyes as I pulled away from the kiss. "I missed you so much Jemma I can't even describe it into words," I said. "Before we do this, I have a question," Jemma said

Now I was worried. I didn't want a question to ruin what we were about to do. "Are you clean?" she asked me. I looked at her confused. "What do you mean?" I asked her. "Miles, you were screwing another girl for months. Who I might add was screwing other guys as well. I need to make sure I'm not going to catch anything. Birth control doesn't stop an STD." I said.

"Yes, I'm clean. Now can we continue this?" I asked him. She nodded.

I heard her slightly moan as I continued to suck on her neck.

And damn did that sound turn me on. I could feel myself getting harder every time that sweet ass mouth let out a moan.

As I finished up leaving a hickey she moaned one more time.

"Don't stop." She let out.

"I don't plan to babe." I said.

I grabbed her head and pulling her close to me allowing our lips to meet. This felt like I was finally able to breathe. Jemma was my home. She is everything I've ever wanted but truly never deserved.

I have done it multiple times. I have kissed many girls. But none compare to her. She may not be the best kisser in the whole world, but I would rather kiss her than anybody.

This kiss was so rough and so full of lust. I quickly flipped us so she was beneath me. Not wasting any time I ripped her dress off.

"Fuck you are so hot," I said staring at her boobs.

"Hurry up Miles. Kyle could come home any second." She said.

I moved away from her and got up walking over to the door and locking it.

"Now we don't have a problem," I said before crawling back on top of her.

"But still. We need to make this quick." She said taking off my shirt.

"Will do," I said taking off my pants and both of us went underneath the sheets.

I was still on top of her as she slipped off her bra and her perfect sides boobs were now showing. I started trailing kisses from her neck where I had left the hickey to where her breasts were.

Once I reached her boobs I patched my mouth into one of her nipples and began sucking as she moaned loudly.

"Miles!" She yelled out.

No teasing Miles." She said after I moved my hands into her panties.

I smirked as she trailed her hands down my abs and into boxers and moving her hand to grab my dick.

I groaned slightly when she started to move her hand up and down on my dick.

I soon couldn't take it anymore and I moved her hand from my boxers and I ripped the side of her underwear and took off my boxers and moved so my dick was at her core.

"Are you 100% sure you want this?" I asked her. And she quickly nodded.

Seconds later I rammed myself into her. She moaned loudly. "Miles" she moaned out.

"Miles go faster." She said and I quickly speeded up slamming into her move faster than I was before. I pulled out and flipped her so she was on her knees.

I moved her ass close to me and smacked it and I could her Jemma moan.

"Please Miles. Keep going !" She called out.

I grabbed my dick and shoved myself back inside of her and I threw my head back in ecstasy.

"Fuck." I groaned out.

"Miles," She said as I thrust into her.

"I'm...gonna...c..ummm!" She moaned out before I felt her cunt tighten around my dick. As she came I felt myself on the edge.

I slammed into her a few more times before I finally came. I pulled out and laid down next to Jemma who was breathing heavily.

"I've missed you so much," Jemma said as she rested her head on my chest. "Same," I said.

Next Update - June 24th, 2019