Loving

I couldn't rest at all, the overwhelming thought that my first friend could leave me for good filled my mind. I rolled over on his side looking toward the dark closet.

𝘜𝘨𝘩, 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭...

I sat up in the cozy, warm bed, pulling the sheets off and stood up. Both his arms went up in a stretching position. Walking out of the room he saw Winston shamble into the house and onto the couch. I looked at the ticking clock on the light grey walls. It's already 12:00 AM!! What's he been doing!

I walked to Winston as he lay there on the frosty white colored couch. He looked tired, but I couldn't tell if he was asleep. The sudden urge to lay with him grew, as it eats into me. I suddenly feel something pull me down, I open my eyes to see I'm laying on top of Winston. My face starts to burn and my body is heating up. At the same time I feel comfortable, my eye lids got heavy and droopy. They finally glued together as I head into a deep, soundless sleep. With all the warmth from Winston's body.

But, he could've gone to the bedroom instead, we're probably gonna catch a cold. Most likely me though. Ugh, I hate having feelings. It makes it impossible to leave the one I love alone. How do I prevent it though? Can I even? Ugh!! My head hurts now, I need to stop thinking. I try to get up out of his grip, but no use. I look at his face, then tried to find a weak spot. I looked at his neck for a while, then decided to try to wake him up. I moved my head closer to his neck, I lowered my head and started kissing this one spot. His eyes shot open, and his face was flushed. He let go of me and sat up.

Rubbing his eyes he stood up and looked up at me. His eyes were bagged with dark circles. I looked at his lips while he smiled at me. The temptation to kiss him grew more. I looked away, my face flushed.

"You should go sleep in your bed!" I had said with a shaky voice.

"Okay" He replied, but instead of heading there right away. He went up to me, lifted my chin, and kissed me. That got me by suprise, My eyes were widened, and my heart was beating faster then a horse running. Winston grabbed my wrist and lead me to his room. He pushed me onto the bed, then got in. He wrapped his arm around my chest pulling me in, while we slept. I couldn't help but give in and fall asleep in his warm arms.