who

My tears keep falling down like an Rain in a desert.

I need someone to tie my body with a hug.

I wish that could happen

but no one can do that for me~

it feels like in the Ocean without an Island.

My heart Crack because of my Stupidness.

my bones Crush because my parents pass away after we Brokeup.

I feel like I wanna die right now.

before I jump, someone's come. he hug me and say a magic word like~

"Don't be silly to end yourself like this. This is not cool you know"

I don't know what kind of angel who says I'm stupid, but he save me.

I wish I can tell him to tie me one more time with his hug and playing "Mama and Dada " together,

I wish I can tell him to kiss me when I feel sad.

but I'm to scared. I'm afraid if this happens again.

before he left he made me fall asleep on his lap. it feels like in my mother lap.

after I fell asleep he left me on the 19th floor.

how stupid he is.

he didn't lift me into my room and instead left me here

but how good he was

to save me from my own stupidity

and then he makes me curious.

Who is he?

Where's he live?

does he have a girlfriend?

what size of his shirt ?

Is his room on the 19th floor?

I hope I can meet him in the upcoming depression.