Emptiness

Surprisingly, his little kitty didn't shed a single tear when he left her alone in China. Well, by that time, he had trained her how to keep the unwanted emotions sealed and as quick learner she learned and exceeded more than his expectations.

But during their separate times, Kai dearly missed Li Na. Even after three years of a long gap, Kai couldn't fill up her missing place in his life before he decided to keep her with him forever.

Obviously, he knew his affection towards her was somewhat special and only limited for her. A fact to be told, Li Na became his love and occupied much more space in his heart than anyone ever did. Although, Kai never ever regretted any of his own decisions in his whole life, except one, taking Li Na away from China. That one mistake is like a remainder which he thinks of as a cruel fate. Always reminding him of.