Christmas?

How can I think so far ahead when I'm trying to step into the now? I'm not processing that far. My extent is a murky two weeks.

A dear friend told me, "It's okay to grieve, forgive yourself for grieving. It's over now, and now you need to grieve.

I used to be alright at cooking, great at gardening, and right now I'm in a daze.

9.4.2020