In a dream (in progress)

I used to have nightmares

Gollem

Too early for me.

But

Aren't ready for

Gave me nightmares for ten years

A never ending nightmare because a world without you isn't supposed to exist. Not in one of my probabilities I would have imagined again of an outcome like this.

In a dream

You feel like a dream. How is it possible that you're here? With me? That you chose me? Is it a dream? Because I'm befuttled by this ananomly, because something is actually working for me.

How? In all these possibilities I've dreamed, but the ones I couldn't foresee astound me.

It still feels like a dream, one that if I could, I'd rather wake up from.

I want to feel like I'm living, rather than dreaming a dream.

Be present, then past tense.

I'm like in the pre-stage, kinda like the groggy after a deep rem

Disoriented, and not really there because most of you isn't quite there yet, like,

brain eta expected to arrive later this afternoon

Made of parts, heart,s, dream stages

Unsure