I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of my dad
yelling at me because I haven't made my bed
I'm afraid
of mold, if food has gone old,
checking every day expiration dates of bread, milk, or cheese,
I'm afraid to ski,
I can't see in a mountain of snow, icy hills, places I'm not sure I know,
mainly the fear of being alone,
I'm afraid to loose my phone,
I don't remember my family's phone numbers, how am I going to contact them or see if they're okay if I don't check it, a couple dozen times a day?
I'm afraid of the day that ends, but till then, I'll focus on now and laugh with my friends.
4/20/2021