Pop Idol Life

FLASH. CLICK. The life is chaotic. Most people say that my life would be easy but its not its extremely difficult as a Idol. I cant be messing up because then I'll be know as the mess up Mary. How could I go on like that I just can't that's why I must be perfect in every way. People don't get it because I've gone through hardships in my lifetime and they tore my family apart. I regret leaving my family just for this opportunity but hey no one is perfect. The idea of a perfect idol shreds my heart apart because the thought of me being perfect. The thing is I've changed many lifes with my music that I've sang over the years.