88. not a part of it.....(3)

There was a storm which had been brewing inside her for years now, she knew it couldn't wreck havoc now, but it won't go down without making a wave.

She saw ZiXuan grow up, grow up into a fine man who was empty inside.

She couldn't talk with him, she couldn't make him see her...she was already feeling very cold, very cold from this bloody imprisonment in the world's consciousness, she wanted someone to light a fire inside her, even a flicker will do.... She wanted him to warm her life....