Small gesture of happiness

I reached the entrance and braced myself and got in while I was waiting for the elevator I saw him talking with other department staff in a flirtatious way i clenched my hands and dug my nails into my palms until it started paining. after a long watch i entered the elevator and left for my cabin. i reached my cabin and called Lara to my room at first she was shocked and asked me whether i was alright i replied her " my fever has subsided and i was getting bored so i came now can you hand over the new project details and progress" she replied " yes" and hung up. i was waiting for her and was engrossed in my phone that i didn't notice who has come up with the files. whoever was there i said," keep it on my table and leave". i didn't notice suddenly a hand layered my head i looked up and saw it was his hand. i grabbed his hand and removed his hand from my head rudely. he looked shockingly at me and asked, " what happened i thought you were having fever why have you came office? i glared at him coldly and replied," i don't think i need to reply why i come in my office? i strictly zoomed on my word my office so that he feel bad and i got what i wanted.

he looked somewhat upset and said apologetically," i have crossed my lines sorry for disturbing you mam" and left. i felt a sudden headache and i sat on my chair holding my head but now also i am confused whether it was my headache that hurtled so bad or was a heartache. keeping these matters aside i was working and got a message from him it was written beautifully," i know you got jealous seeing me with other girls but you don't have to worry no matter how many girls i talk to you will be the special person in my heart forever". i don't know what happened to me or what accelerated me that message comforted me and it made me feel better. i didn't believe i was smiling at his message but i never replied him and peacefully completed my work. when i reached home i was still in a happy mood and i don't understand what made my anger go away-was that his message or that he considers me as a special person. i never thought a message can have such a great effect on me. i could never have imagined that it this small amount of happiness will cost me so must heartache in last.