Shattered Dreams

I was firmly standing below my shower, the water was mercilessly hitting my skin but the pain in my heart was more hurting. I closed my eyes only to have a vision of him with other women. My eyes were non stop crying, I wanted to control my tears but just couldn't, it felt like someone was stabbing my heart endlessly. I knew I shouldn't have let my guard down all this while he was just playing with my feelings, my emotions, and my pitiful heart. I came out from the washroom, water was dripping from my hair and body, I slowly reached to the window and a gust of wind blew which made me shiver but I was standing firm as if taking the punishment for my heart. I looked ut to the sky and could see the moon was shining but my heart was totally engulfed with endless darkness. I gritted my teeth and stood there for an hour and return to my bed, I lay on my bed with eyes wide open, I was struggling hard to even breathe and again tears rolled down my eyes, I slowly closed my eyes and thought, "this is the last time I am crying for that man and not only that man it's the last time to cry because of a man". While crying I don't know when I fell asleep and when I woke my head hurt badly even my nose was twitching so I called a doctor and he said I should rest for 2 days so I called my assistant and told her to manage everything.

I wanted to completely emerge myself these two days so I went to my granny house to charge myself and to never fall in love again.