Was that a "mistake"?

Everything seems so real and beautiful when you are in love and the same was with Cath. She has never felt this sort of love and desire, the desire to be burned even after witnessing its flames and aftermath. One look and finish the desire that I felt I could see in his eyes the same. After seeing him like this I got scared and averted my eyes but he held my chin and made me look in his eyes again. It was like our eyes were talking and we were sinking deeper and deeper. He leaned and in the next moment he captured my lips effortlessly. I was feeling like I am flying with the clouds and I don't know when he pulled me up and the next moment I was sitting on a table but he never broke the kiss. His lips were so sweet and after some time he put his tongue inside and our tongue was in sync and I was feeling so dizzy that I couldn't control my hands and held his neck thrusting my fingers in his hair. It worked as a trigger on him and he ran down from lips to my neck and I dug my nails deeper in his neck which might have left some marks. He was slowly sliding downwards and I wasn't able to control my hands or legs. Before I could make any sense of what was going on I heard ringtone of my phone and I suddenly push him away. But I didn't immediately leave I looked at him and could not understand his expression, it was so dark that I couldn't make anything of it. His eyelids look more deep and grave so I subconsciously held my chest and then before the call could go off I saw it was my mother who was calling. I hurriedly replied and smoothened my clothes searched for my purse, he handed my purse to me and I took it without making any eye contact and left his place. In the elevator, I heard my mother being worried as always "Why are you not replying cath? Are you ok nowhere are you tell me I will fetch you?

I replied, "Mom let me speak first don't worry I came out to eat something new don't worry I am heading back". Then she said "ok" and I hung up the phone. I opened my car door and slid inside but didn't start the engine. I looked up at his balcony and saw him standing I became extremely nervous like I have done something very wrong so I put on the gas and started my car and left.

Upon reaching home I saw my mother resting on the sofa I went there and sat beside my mother she held my hand and said "Why are you behaving so different nowadays, tell me are you hiding something from my dear?

I was shocked but tried to remain as calm as possible and said "Mom you are overthinking, I am like I am always. You need to spend your thoughts more on yourself ok."

She smiled and kissed my forehead I smiled back and went upstairs. After coming into my room I immediately closed the door and slumped on the floor and held my hair in anger.

I was thinking hard "Why did I let this happen?

Am I that desperate? God, How will I face him in the future? And why do I think its wrong?

Was that a mistake??