FLASHBACK - A Mistake

'I asked him which room he was sleeping him and turns out he was sleeping all alone. Well that was obvious since he doesn't like sharing his personal space, so apparently he had a room of his own. I was about to take my leave when he asked me where I was sleeping. I told him I was sleeping with a bunch of other girls in the hall. You know what!!!?? He asked me whether I wanted to share his room and said he looked at me like his sister. Though I was disappointed over the fact that he sees me as his sister and nothing else I was still happy that atleast he didn't mind me invading his private space. I agreed and guess what... Heck his sister.. Ahahahahahaha. We were just talking and I don't know how but we were kissing each other and the next moment he was on top of me. I am not telling the details to you orelse I'll die of blood loss. GOD HE WAS SO HOT!! In the end I would just tell you that I don't belong to the holy land of Virginia anymore!! It's nothing like I am proud about it but come on!!! I love Ashton!!!! Anyways I just came back and I am so dead tired! I couldn't move for the next day, I barely made it home. I just said that I got my periods to everyone and I was having bad cramps. Ahahahaa! I'm so smart! Anyways now I'll go to sleep!!! Goodnight dear diary!! Love you!! (And love you Ashton? Maybe now I can say that we are dating? Or what? hehee) BYE!!!!!!!

Kate closed the diary. Her emotions all mixed. She wasn't sure whether she should be happy for Susie or sad, since Kate dated a guy who was Susie's crush or probably her boyfriend. 'But why didn't she stop me at that time? She seemed happy for me though? I don't understand. I am so confused.'

Kate opened the diary and started reading it again. The next few entries literally made her brain fuse.

'June 13, 2013

Dear diary... I guess I shouldn't have been so happy yesterday. I can't express how I am feeling.... I had decided to meet Ashton today and tell him that I love him and wanted to be together with him...but guess what? Turns out.... 'it was just a mistake' in his eyes. He was waiting for me outside the school gate and I was so excited.... He asked how I was feeling and everything and started walking me back home. When we reached near my building, I was about to tell him how I felt about him...but...hah...he was faster than me..... he handed me a bag with contraception inside. I looked at him and he apologized....saying that 'last night I was drunk and not in my senses, I mistook you for someone I have liked for a long time. I am really sorry Susie, but I still see you as a little sister..... I know I can't make it up... but if anything happens... I -- I'm.. willing to take responsibility for it.' These were his exact words... It's still playing in my brain.... I just said I was going to same thing to him and I won't blame him for everything and I hope that we could continue our friendship. He immediately agreed..... Huh... diary.. turns out I was 'just a mistake'.... I don't really feel so good dear diary.. so I will go and sleep...Goodbye...'

Kate was furious. How could Ashton do such a thing to Susie!! And Susie didn't even say anything to her.. even though they were best friends already!! She remembered that the next day they had their PE exam and Susie wasn't feeling well so she skipped it. Susie had just told her that she was on her periods and hence not feeling well. She herself didn't think much about it...turns out this was the reason..... Kate had the sudden feeling of tearing apart Ashton. But she controlled herself. She then continued with her diary.