4) The aftermath
"I am sorry" I said while crying to Jaden "hey hey don't say sorry you can't do anything about it" he said with a sweet tone back. I couldn't function anymore after what Jeff did.. it was an hour ago, I am now with Jaden in his house and the girl was with me she turned out to be nice but that was it. I didn't feel good in my body, I felt dirty. "Can I take a shower?" I asked to Jaden he showed me the way to the shower and gave me a jogging and a large sweater that were his because my clothes were torn apart. As I was showering the toughts came back, what he did to me and.. I fell on the wet floor, I was shaking and just crying.. all alone.. naked.. in the shower. I heard Emilia (the girl) asking if everything was alright but I didn't answer.. I was in a other world.. the world of pain and regret.. she opened the door and ran towards me, put a towel around me en yelled Jaden's name to come and get me out of the shower.
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"Thank you for everyting" I said to Jaden en Emilia, I stayed there for 2 days they cared really well for me and the only result of that is that I think I am in love with Jaden, but Emilia is a good girl so I am backing off. "You guys have fun!" I said to them, Jaden looked worried for me but Emilia was glad she finally had some alone time with him.
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"awh sh*t I forgot to study for the test" I said to Scarlett, "no problem I got you" she answerd while giving me a note with all the information on. I think I passed.. I hope so. I just keep thinking about Jaden, how he held me and how he cared for me but I haven't saw him today.
*ping*
Jaden: Hey everthing okay with you?
Me: It has been better😅
Jaden: Shall I pick you up after school?
Me: Ow euhm yeah sure, thanks. Where are you anyway don't you need to be in school?
Jaden: Oh I am hanging Emilia.
Me: Ow I see.. you know you don't have to pick me up, I shall go by buss.
You know I would really love it that he would pick me up but I don't think Emilia would be happy with that so I said no..
Jaden: Ow okay..
When I recieved that message it was like a knife trough the heart no one would like to get that kind of message.
My friends don't know about what happend between me and Jeff, I always said that he was boring. I don't want them to treat me like a victem so I diceded to just lie..
"Victoria still don't want to?" somebody said to me when I was walking to my busstop. It was Jaden. "gosh does he look hotter or is he just heaven" I asked to myself, I smiled and said "actually I changed my mind" and I hopped in the car.