Chapter 7

"Take off the blindfold." He said from in front of me. I took off the blindfold and...

TRIGGER WARNING!!!

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(Colten's POV)

I got down on one knee and pulled out a ring.

"Take off the blindfold," I said and she took it off. She looked down at me and gasped.

"Skylar... You've made me see the world differently. You went through a lot with me and we've only known each other for a few months... But I wanna wake up to your beautiful face every morning. I wanna be the person you fight with but still love in the end. I want it to be us at the very end... Even if the whole wrong is against us so...Will you make the happiest man alive and marry me?" I said and she started crying and nodded.

"Yes... Thousand times yes...!" she said I put the ring on her finger. I stood up and kissed her deeply. She put her arms around my neck and kissed me deeply back. She broke the kiss and looked at the ring.

"It's beautiful... and perfect..." She said. I started to walk over to the wine and I accidentally slip in the sand and before I hit the ground Sky catches me.

"Be careful, sweetheart." She said dominantly... but yet, so lovingly. Uh oh... I'm slipping into little space...

"Yes, mommy..." I said and she giggled.

"Someone is slipping into little spaaaace." she teased me and I pouted.

"Am not," I said while crossing my arms. She gave me that I don't believe you look and I nodded.

"I guess you're right mommy," I said and she nodded

"That's what I thought. Mommy knows best," she said and I giggled. She picked me up and took a paci out of her pocket, "always come prepared." she said while sticking the paci in my mouth. I contently sucked on it and she carried me back to the truck and put me in. She started the car.

Driving..... VRRROOOOOOM VRRRRROOOOM!! (yes I realize I need a lot of help lol)

We arrived at the house and she took me inside. And I thought of something that made me a little sad. What if she got pregnant? Would she still want me? Who would want a childish person to be the father of such an amazing child? I dunno... but this thought made me slip out of little space and made me big again. I took the paci out of my mouth and threw it down and got down. Skylar looked at me.

"What's the matter, pumpkin?" She questioned, concerned.

"Just leave me alone..." I muttered and she looked at me hurt. I turned around and went into our room and locked the door. I sigh and lay on the bed.

(Skylar's POV)

"Just leave me alone..." he muttered and he turned around and went upstairs. I looked down at my ring. and thought... Why? What did I do wrong? ... I sat at the table and teared up. I got up and took a piece of paper and a pen. I'm not enough... I started writing a note to Colten...

(Underline is the letter)

Dear Colten,

I love you so much... But from what I can tell is that I'm not enough for you... Don't worry... I'll be out of your hair, you can keep the ring also and find someone much better than me. I'm writing this letter because I will be ending my life soon... Just know that you will be the last thing that I'm thinking of when I take my last breath... I love you...

Love, Skylar

I slipped it under our door where he was and walked to the sex room and grabbed some rope. I then went to the bathroom and locked the door. I tied a noose and hung it up from the ceiling. I start crying and whisper "I love you, Colten..." I stood on the toilet and put my head in the rope's opening and let my feet slip off.

(Colten's POV)

I hear the paper being slid under from the outside and I pick it up and read it. I tear up and run out the room. I hear crying in the bathroom. I run to the bathroom but it's locked.

"FUCK!" I yell and then the crying stops. No... No... No...

I slam myself into the door and after the 5th try it comes down the next thing I saw broke my heart. Her body hanging from the ceiling, I could see that she was still breathing though. I took her out of the rope and pulled down the rope and just held her close to me.

"Shhhh... I love you so much Skylar, please don't ever do that again." I started crying and she latched onto me and cried really hard. All I could do was just rub her back and tried to imagine a world without us... But it shattered my heard into peices. I loved her and never wanted a world without us... That's why I asked her to marry me, but my stupid thoughts were the cause of this... But now I see I am good enough. She is good enough. We were made for each other

And I wasn't about to let that go.