I hope you can laugh in the next second.

There is no pure good or evil in this world. Since they joined the National Security Department, even if they haven't done any bad things, they have hooked up with the National Security Department.

I will not flaunt myself as a hero who punishes good and spreads evil, or a kind-hearted bodhisattva. Compared with this, I would rather be a wicked person, at least free from all kinds of restrictions.

In short, the fierce beasts at the bottom of my heart have already affected my mind. My murder and madness are much stronger than before.

However, I do not reject this feeling.

If one cannot live according to one's own wishes, what is the point of living all one's life?

It's the same sentence. Many rules in the world are made by the strong.

If you want to break these rules and choose true freedom, you must have matching strength. Without that kind of power, one must live honestly and step by step.