What usually awaits me when I pass through the school gates in the morning are the stares and watchful eyes. The insolent hateful stares of majority of the female population and their silent prayers to god to make the earth swallow me whole for always walking beside their so called prince charming.
And then there's those who stare at me still trying to figure out why I'm still in their school. It's pretty much exhausting having to walk through all this shit day after day until I enter the classroom.
But today my attention was elsewhere. Ninnon who is always early and seated in class ready for lessons to begin is standing a few feet away from me by the entrance. She seems to be waiting for someone.
Today is the day of the most awaited school festival. Adrien left early which is a shock to the world, for final preparations. There has never been a festival which hasn't been praised by the public, so mistakes were not an option. Which is why the lazy bone is working hard.
I walk up to where Ninnon is. She looks my way and gives me a light wave.
"What are you doing here?" I ask and she raises a brow.
"Good morning to you too." She replies. I give her a sheepish smile which catches her off guard. Well, can't blame her. It's not like I've been all sunshine and glory since I transferred.
Its been two days since the incident with Ethan and Adrien. I stayed away from school afterward, unsure of how to face Ninnon, Pierre and Ethan. More importantly, I was unsure of myself. But now I'm ready.
"I was waiting for a certain blockhead." She cuts through my train of thoughts.
I stare at her confused.
"Since when do you and baseball head meet up and walk to class together? "
Her eyes widen when she gets what I mean and slap the side of my head. Ouch!
"Don't even joke about it. Who would stay for that cerveau d'oiseau? I was waiting for you. You!" She scoffs. Ninnon rarely uses, no scratch that, she's never used French words when speaking to me.
What the fuck does Cerveau whatever even mean? it sounds like some fancy French cuisine.
"Ever since that day, you never showed up in school. As we never exchanged phone numbers, I had no way of contacting you to see if everything was alright. When I came to hand over your bag, it was vice prez's Mom who answered the door and told me regretfully that you were asleep. I've been waiting patiently for you to return." Ninnon says sighing. I give her an apologetic smile.
"Sorry about that Ninnon. I bailed on you that day, leaving you to handle all the work." I say. Ninnon and I had been in charge of filling a dozen balloons with water. My class is hosting a water balloon brawl booth. Where you have to hit a certain target with three balloons given to per person to win prizes. Or something of that sort.
While in the midst of filling the balloons, I started feeling sick with my thoughts clouded and left leaving Ninnon behind without a word.
"Yeah, you bailed on me as you put it. I kept waiting but you never returned. I looked everywhere possible, but I couldn't find you." She says to me as we start walking towards the school building.
"So I went to the only person, I knew who could help me."
I stop and look at her curiously wondering who this person is. Would it be uncle Cam?
"The Vice Prez."
Woah. What?
"I barged in on his meeting with the student council president and secretary. When I told him you were nowhere in sight, the look on his face totally startled me, Amelia. A mix of worry, fear, and tension. I've never seen him so... so nervous. He just dashed out of the room and I followed him. I don't know when and how, or from where he appeared but when I looked behind me I saw Birdbrain following us."
And just like how it happened the other day, Pierre appeared once again. He's skipping while waving eagerly at everyone he passes. He suddenly comes to a halt when he's within eye reach and stares at Ninnon and me.
"Amelia!!!" He yelled and dashed towards me with his arms wide open. Throwing them around me he engulfs me in a bear hug, while somehow managing to choke me to death. I'd rather slap him hard and kick him to the moon for his death assault, but today is different. I'm different. So I welcome his embrace. It's also pretty obvious he had missed me.
"Are you alright!" he yells clearly unaware of how close we are. I flinch at the loudness and throw him a glare. First, he tries to kill me and now he's planning to make me deaf. Some passing by students stared at us curiously.
"Yeah, why not yell and let the whole school know something had been wrong with me." I scowl. He gives me a playful grin. I groan at his childishness. This guy!
"In all my years here, I've never seen the school so lively," Pierre says as he looks around in awe.
I'd been so occupied with baseball head and Ninnon, I hadn't glanced around. Sure enough, the school did look very much lively. You could definitely feel the brimming energy in the air. Students and teachers were scrambling about to put finishing touches to the stalls and booths. Food stalls aligned from midway of the entrance to the school building. Colorful flags, banners, and posters were hung up.
"Wow, all your life? You've been in school for what, like 60 years?" Ninnon scoffs at Pierre's stupidity.
I ignore their bickering and continue staring at every single detail.
Adrien pops up in a distant. He's with a group of students who were talking to him in a rush while showing him some leaflets or a book or whatever. It's hard to tell from where I'm standing. No matter how much troublesome or delinquent-like Adrien looked, he's still looked up to and admired by the students. The student council president and the secretary are with him.
Adrien's eyes meet mine, and unintentionally I stand up straight without slouching. Whoa what's with me?
He throws me an arrogant smirk. This jerk. Being the brat I am I stick my tongue out at him. Wow, real mature Amelia.
He stares dumbfound while the president chuckles clearly finding this amusing. The President gives me a gentle smile but I look away. I'm not gonna smile at some stranger I barely know just cause he's the school idol and has a pretty face.
He seems taken aback, surely having not expected this kind of a reaction. Clearly, no girl has ever done something like turn her face away when he smiles. Well sorry to burst your bubble dear Prez, but I'm no typical french girl who'd swoon at you.
The students who were with the student council members scurried away and the three of them walked our way. Adrien hit my head lightly with the book he was holding.
"Morning girl who sleeps weirdly." He says as he walks past me with amusement in his tone.
Weird way? Why would he say that?
Wait. Oh, my fucking shit!
This morning when I woke, I found myself on the floor, with my legs still on the bed. My t-shirt was raised showing off a great deal of my stomach and my hair sprawled all over the place, I bet I looked like freaking medusa!
Don't tell me he actually saw my ridiculous sleeping position this morning!
I stare at his back mortified. He turns back slightly and seems to understand I figured out what he meant. He holds back his laugh very painfully, wanting to burst out any moment. My scowl deepens.
"Oh and one more thing." He says. What more could ruin my day?
"My rolled omelets are Mia free today." And he disappears out of sight along with the Prez and secretary who also seemed like they wanted to laugh. I clicked my tongue in a very unladylike manner. I wasn't able to sabotage his omelets today. Shit!
"Well aren't you two all lovey-dovey this morning." A new voice enters. It's Ethan.
Wait did he just use a cliché word as lovey-dovey?
"Ethan." Pierre exclaims like some sappy girlfriend.
"Hey. Nice to see you again Miss I-just-left-without-a-word." He says, completely ignoring Pierre.
I feel slightly guilty towards him more than Ninnon. I mean after everything, I just left with Adrien. Okay more like he dragged me away but still. Ethan deserved more than just a yell from Adrien and me walking away even without turning back once.
"Can I talk to you?" I ask him and he gives me a nod. I ask Ninnon and Pierre to go straight to the class and I'd meet them there. Pierre clearly wanting to join the conversation left with a pout, while being pulled away by the blazer sleeve by Ninnon.
Ethan and I walk to the back of the school. The place wasn't entirely empty but there were fewer students which was a relief.
"So?" Ethan speaks up, pushing his hands into his pockets and staring at me.
"Ethan... I- I'm truly very sorry for leaving that day."
"Well, you had no choice. That guy dragged you off. " He says with a shrug.
"Yeah, but still. I feel guilty. After you opened up to me about your past and I told you mine and just cried my eyes out on your shoulder, you should have gotten a proper goodbye. " I apologize.
Ethan places a hand on my shoulder. I look up at his face which held a warm smile.
"It's alright. I don't mind. I'm just happy you opened up to me." I smile back at him appreciatively.
"it's nice to have you back. I was worried when you didn't show up to school for two days."
"Yeah wanted some time to clear my thought. You know Ethan, I'm going to share about my past to everyone in class."
He stares at me confused.
"Are you sure?" I nod determined.
"Yeah. I want everyone to accept me wholly. And to do that, I need to get rid of the past which is haunting me." Just the thought of facing everyone though, made me want to throw up.
"Alright. Go ahead. I've got your back. And so does Pierre in his own weird way and your girlfriend." Ethan replies. I give him a hug. Hope hugs aren't un-welcomed here. He's more than surprised but then comes to his senses and pats my back.
"Okay! Let's go!" I yell. Pierre's unusual habit has rubbed off on me. The black prince- that's what Ethan's called, chuckles and leads the way to the classroom. I can do this. I can do this. I have to do this.
As we enter the classroom, I notice everyone bustling around. We were hosting just a water balloon brawl booth, but everyone in class acted like we were holding a beauty pageant for the darn country President to see.
"About time Brooke. Help Florence to set up the prize table." The class president, Theodore shouts at me from the other corner of the classroom. What's with people yelling so much today!?
I walk up to Florence, who gives me a shy smile before continuing to do whatever she's doing. Florence is the class shy-girl. With her porcelain-like face and petite body, she looks like a French doll out of a store. Her voice was so soft it's barely audible. She's very timid and I'm not usually close with people I can't mess up with, but Florence is one of the few girls in class who approached me with a friendly aura.
Ninnon and my eye meet when I turn around to look for her. She's helping out with hanging the ribbons and balloons on the windows. We share a secret smile and resume with what we're assigned to do. Pierre was nowhere in sight. Honestly, this guy is never able to stay in one place.
"Brooke. Miss Valerie asks for a student. Mind seeing what she needs?" Theodore ask me walking up to me. I notice Florence shrink even more at the sight of him. Just how much is she afraid of guys? Theodore is like the daddy-bear of the class. Who'd be afraid of him? I think he's even ot a secret crush on her!
"Sure why not. I'll be leaving Florence." I turn around to face the petite girl. She's back to her normal stance once Theo had left. She nods at me and shoo's me off with a smile.
I wave at Ninnon, and she gives me a knowing nod.
The hallway was in a rush. In half an hour, the school will be open to the public. Final touches to check into. Makeup and costumes. Everyone seemed to have something to do.
Sighing I walk to the Teachers lounge, my mind clouded with worry thinking of the possibility of something going wrong after I've confessed everything to the class.
My mind is already packed with unwanted worries, the last thing I wanted was the good-for-nothing stares and whispers. I quicken my pace, trying my best to zone out completely.
"Oh if it isn't the famous mademoiselle Amelia Brooke." Said a voice from behind me.
"What do you want?" I snap at whoever it is even before glancing his way. Big mistake.
"Oh." I let out a gasp.
Shit Amelia. You moron.
It's the school's number one idol. And beside him is the school's beauty queen. I can clearly see why she's called that. With her long and wavy brown curls, hazel eyes and slender model figure, she most definitely looked like a girl who had come from a beauty pageant. If only she was like the other snots who thought they're Miss-universe cause they're a tad beautiful than the rest of the girls, I'd have ignored her completely. But miss beauty-queen is well known for her kind personality along with her looks.
The President wasn't any less. He had tousled dark brown hair, which was thick and lustrous. His eyes were a mesmerizing deep ocean blue, with flecks of silvery light throughout. His face was strong and defined. A playful smile adorned his thin kissable lips.
Now you see why he's the number one idol? I heard these two can't walk on the streets, what with model agencies desperately trying to recruit them.
Oh, and yeah, you heard it right. I just snapped at the school's Student body president.
He doesn't seem offended though. His usual friendly smile faced me, his eyes dancing with amusement.
"Thank god jerk face isn't around." I mutter to myself. The President, whose name I'm still not aware of raised a brow at my statement. Whoa he heard me!?
"Who's a jerk face!?" and there he makes a grand entrance. My mood darkens automatically. I scowl. This seemed to amuse the handsome president even more.
"Adrien seems to be very much protective over you. It's the most unusual and surprising thing I've ever come across ever since I've known him, so I've been very much interested in getting to know you, Amelia Brooke." The Secretary of the Student body finally speaks, her voice soft and melodious.
I stare at them bewildered. What did I hear just now?
Adrien chokes on his own spit. He stares at his friends completely and utterly in horror.
"The fuck are you saying Esmee!? Stop spouting nonsense. This annoyance of a human already has an ego bigger than the universe. Don't enlarge it even more damnit." Adrien yells at the secretary, whose name I guess is Esmee. She just shakes her head, chuckling at her weird friend who is yelling so loud for no god damn reason in the hallway.
Where are the damn teachers when you need them? Why is this guy not being hauled to the detention center for disturbance of the public?
"She sabotages my omelets. My omelets! Why would I ever in my right mind care for this sorry of a human?" Adrien continues fuming. Blockhead! How dare he.
"Easy. You're born with the wrong mind." I say flicking my hair. Adrien glares at me and I glare back at him. What's his deal?
The President grabs jerk face by the collar and pulls him away from my face.
"Please don't mind his arrogance. He's always been this way." The President says ever so sweetly. I couldn't agree with him more. Adrien's face blackens even more with rage but he keeps silent, crossing his arms over his chest and looking the other way.
Wow. Spoilt Brat.
"I'm Evan Lionel. This right beside me is Esmee Moore. It's a pleasure to meet you, Amelia Brooke." The President introduces himself and the secretary. I give him a nod. What more am I to do?
"Alright already! Now you've all become one happy family. Can we get going? We've work to do." Adrien's snarky voice disturbs the friendly atmosphere. Evan must have suddenly remembered some unfinished business. He excuses himself and both he and Esmee wave goodbye and walk the other way. Adrien gives me a final glare and follows the other two.
I groan aloud, not giving a shit on whom I scared the living shit out of with my ugly groan and stomp towards the teachers' lounge. I've kept Miss Valerie waiting long enough.
Some guy with glasses dropped a cardboard box and out flies papers. Since everyone is in a haste, no one notices the guy panicking weirdly trying to grab the papers without being stepped on.
I crouch beside him and pick a few. He stares at me surprised but doesn't say anything. Well, of course, he'd know who I am. I give him the stack I picked up and he mumbles a 'Thank you' with a small smile and quickly rushes away.
I'd been so occupied helping the glasses guy I hadn't paid much attention to the surrounding. Now that I was back to my senses, I heard the whispers louder. Give me a break.
A few students stopped to stare. But not at me but behind me? Is Evan standing behind me again for a surprise attack?
Before I could turn around to find out what it is that's perked up everyone's interest someone speaks out.
"Mia."
My heart stops.
My breathing stops.
I literally stop my movements.
Only Adrien calls me 'Mia' in France and this is so not his voice.
No. No. No. This can't be happening. That voice.
God, are you messing with me as punishment for something I had done?
I'm all the way in France. That voice can't be here. I'm hearing things. Maybe I'm feeling a little homesick.
"Mia." Again. The voice calls out to me.
I could feel my body shivering. A cold sweat broke out. Why do I feel like I've committed some crime?
The students who were busy gawking at the stranger were all staring at me now.
Have they never seen a foreigner for god- damn sake?
Slowly, taking my own precious time I turn around hoping and begging to god this is all just my imagination.
I come face to face with someone I wasn't ready to face yet. My world turns dark and I feel myself falling deeper and deeper into complete blackness.
Why? Why are you here? Why is this happening now? Today of all days!
While I stand panicked, guilty and at a loss, the guy in front of my eyes, gives me the gentlest smile in the world, his deep blue eyes shimmering with happiness and delight.
"Ryan." His name escapes my lips in a whisper.