Chapter 39: Drugs and Love

"Do you know where we are eating?" Mei asked as she contemplated what she would wear. She had failed to ask where they would be eating, so how could she properly organise a suitable outfit?

"Um, I think it's a pub? I've never been before, but Matsuri wanted somewhere that would serve her. Don't worry though, we are still getting dinner. Emm, just wear something casual." Yuzu gave a nervous grin as she waited to be ridiculed for the pinkette's choice. However, she only got a sigh before Mei turned back to the wardrobe and picked up a neutral pale purple sweater and some loose-fitting jeans.

"Why is everything always about alcohol with her. Can't she go out for a meal without drinking?" Mei gave another sigh as she stripped out of her house clothes, temporarily delaying Yuzu's reply as her mind was preoccupied.

"Ehhh well that's just the way she is, besides a drink isn't that bad, it'd be nice to just relax and have fun." Yuzu said softly as she leaned back on her elbows, still following her girlfriend's movements as she put the last of her clothes on.

"And if we were to do that which one of us would drive home? It hardly seems fair that only one of us would be allowed to drink." Mei asked as she faced Yuzu while brushing out the final crease in her sweater.

Rising from the bed herself, Yuzu gave a nervous laugh while she scratched the back of her neck. "Oh sorry I didn't think about that, but if you did want to have a drink I don't mind. You deserve one after last week and what no doubt happened with you and Jasmine. Besides, even if we both drank we could just call a cab and I could go and get the car tomorrow morning after I walk you to school. I'll be crunching time a little so I'll have to just drive straight to work." Yuzu smiled as she offered the solution to their problem, happy with her outcome.

"Right, well we'll see when we get there, I appreciate the offer." Mei gave a brief smile to Yuzu, grateful for the offer but unsure if she should indulge in it. She didn't really want to make a habit of drinking whenever they went out, but she had had a long day and it would be nice to unwind slightly.

"I'll be waiting in the living room when you're ready." Mei said as she made her way to the door, "Try and not be too long please, I would like to be there on time." Adding on the note at the end before she left, leaving Yuzu with a dopey grin on her face as she muttered about not taking long at all.

A little over fifteen minutes had gone by when Yuzu eventually came down the hall. Denim shorts and a casual checkered shirt on. The dopey grin still on her face as she slipped into the room.

"Okay let's go!" Heading straight for the door, Yuzu only had to wait for a few moments before Mei was already outside and heading down the stairs.

Locking up the door as fast as possible, Yuzu ran down the stairs only just meeting Mei before she left out the apartment building. Jumping from the last step and wrapping her arms around the taller girls shoulders, Yuzu pulled herself close to Mei.

At the unforeseen contact Mei stumbled forwards, Yuzu, however, had learned from past mistakes and took her weight back by landing on her feet and pulling Mei against her. Now chest to chest Yuzu could only smile in adoration as Mei's cheeks grew pink.

Yuzu was leaning in before she realised what she was doing, it was just too tempting when Mei's eyes were sparkling when they looked into her own. It started slow, but soon the soft lips were in a passionate make out. Yuzu was forever thankful that no one had come in or out of the building at that moment, it would have been an awkward moment she would definitely be held accountable for.

But none of that happened and the blissful embrace was soon brought to an end as Yuzu pulled her lips away.

"I love you so much, Mei!" Smiling wildly, Yuzu gave a quick peck to her girlfriend's lips. Hands wrapping around her waist to keep her close.

"I'm just sooo glad that you're back and happy again! We are finally back to our normal lives and I'm just so happy." Yuzu smiled as she pulled her form from Mei and tugged her towards the door.

"As am I." Was all Mei replied, she didn't have time to say much more as she was dragged to the car and made to get in.

"I feel like its been ages since I've seen them, it's gonna be good to see them again." Tapping her fingers off the steering wheel as she spoke, Yuzu chatted. It had been almost two weeks since she had seen Harumi and more than that since she had seen Matsuri.

"It has been a while, however, I can't say I'm as excited as you are. Though I guess that is normal."

The drive was relatively slow with the nightly traffic, but soon they were both walking towards the restaurant.

"Yuzucchi!" Waving from the front of the restaurant was both Harumi and Matsuri, the latter a pout on her face, arms crossed.

Though Yuzu was more concerned with hugging her best friend to notice. Mei, however, instantly took note of the younger's attitude.

Walking up behind Yuzu who had run ahead to meet the couple, Mei gestured to Matsuri while looking at Harumi.

"What's wrong with her?" Coming to a halt next to her girlfriend Mei couldn't help the smirk at the snort the shortest girl made.

"She is pissed off because I said she couldn't come over to my place today and then I was like five minutes late getting here." Harumi groaned as she gave a fleeting look to her girlfriend before looking back to her friends.

"Really, that seems like quite the pathetic thing to get mad about?" Mei spoke up, eyes suspicious as she studied the shorter girl for any other signs to her annoyance.

"Matsuri, stop being so petty, so what she was busy for a day lets just forget about it and enjoy our dinner." Yuzu offered her advise as she linked her arm with Harumi and gestured to the restaurant. Mei who was already at the door and ready to enter nodded in agreement.

"Yeah says you who is with your girlfriend all day every day." Sulking as she walked in behind the three girls, Matsuri snied and sat down next to her girlfriend in the booth opposite the couple.

"Me and Mei live together yous two don't, it's different." Yuzu laughed as she grinned and pulled on Mei's arm.

"Yeah well that's only-" Matsuri was cut off as a hand was slapped against her mouth, stopping her from talking and refused to let go until she had continued.

"Only because nothing, lets order before it gets too late!" Harumi jumped in, and only removed her hold when she felt small teeth begin to bite into the palm of her hand.

"Yeah sure, sure. Mei, what drink do you want I'll go up and order our drinks first?" Yuzu asked, rising from her seat at the table but was stopped as Matsuri got up first.

"Don't worry, I'll get them."

"Can you get me a rose wine?" Harumi was the first to speak, still rubbing her hand as she asked and got a nod in reply.

"I'll have the same, and get Yuzu a beer," Mei said and watched as Matsuri wandered away.

"You sure Mei? I don't mind just having a soft drink if you don't want to get a cab home." Yuzu asked as she peered around to see Mei's face.

"I'm sure," Mei gave a small smile before turning to face the table again. "So what's really going on with you two?" Raising her eyebrow slightly, Mei gave a small gesture in the direction Matsuri had just left in.

Harumi's eyes widened and her hands raised in defence. "What!? Nothing!... I just wanted some space today, Matsuri has been around every day this week and stayed most nights last week. I just needed a me-day." Harumi defended, cheeks only partially pink.

Mei gave an unconvinced grunt, while Yuzu peered forwards over the table to get closer to her friend.

"What how come? I thought you loved spending time with her, she is your girlfriend?" Eyes wide with curiosity as she tried to find out the details of her friend's relationship.

"I do, but there is only so much Matsuri I can take." Harumi continued as she leaned in closer to Yuzu, who had shuffled around the booth to be closer to her friends. Leaving Mei to sit by herself, unsatisfied with the gossip but listening all the same.

"She's been super clingy lately. Like every time I tell her she can't come over or if I ask her to go home she either gets upset and guilt trips me into letting her stay, or starts getting really bitchy and gives me a load of attitude. Literally, she starts having a go at me saying that I don't want her around."

"Yeah, but don't you wanna be around her all the time?"

"Not all day every day, honestly. The worst part is I feel terrible when she does get mad because I know she is just covering up that she's upset. But I can't be around her every day and all night all the time. I'm not like you guys, and I swear I feel like I'm living with her she's at my house so much." Running her hands over her face as she spoke, Harumi only stopped her complaints when her girlfriend returned to the table with a tray of drinks.

"Whatcha talking about?" Sitting back next to her girlfriend as she handed out everybody's drinks.

"Nothing important... thanks" Giving an awkward smile, Yuzu moved back around to Mei to even out the table.

"Here you go, and I'm sorry I called you bitch before I didn't mean it." Handing a glass of wine to the brunette, Matsuri placed a short kiss on the girl's cheeks.

"I know you didn't, forget about it okay?" Taking her girlfriend in a short kiss, Harumi smiled as she pulled her into a brief side hug and ruffled her hair. Her hair was slightly longer now, coming down to her shoulders. It made the once malicious teen look older and maturer, even for someone who had just dropped out of high school in her last year.

"Ah, I haven't had a beer in like two weeks," Yuzu gave a sigh of satisfaction as she slumped back into the booth, letting the chilled liquid slide down her throat.

"You sound like an alcoholic, if it's becoming some kind of issue I'll stop buying alcohol altogether," Mei spoke up as she eyed Yuzu and the beer in her hand.

"What, of course not Mei." Giving a bright grin as she gently pushed her shoulder against Mei's.

"Hmm this tastes a little different, did you definitely get my normal?" Looking up to Matsuri from her chair, Yuzu gestured to her pint.

"Yeah, probably just cuz you haven't had it in so long." Her reply was smooth yet Yuzu couldn't help but see the mischievous twinkle in her eye.

"So, how's life been for you two? Babies on the way?" A smirk made its way onto the pink girls face as she asked her question.

Mei let another sigh loose, why is everyone so interested in babies?

"Not that I'm aware of, what about you?" Before Yuzu could become her stuttering mess, Mei took a sip of her wine and waited for her reply. Her eyes intently watching the shorter girls. Matsuri was quiet for a moment before she took a side glance at Harumi.

Who's brow quickly furrowed, "Of course not. Definitely, absolutely under no circumstances will that be happening any time soon." Harumi was serious as she spoke, surprising Matsuri for a moment until she sighed and flopped back against the leather seats.

"Guess that answers the question for you then?" Sipping on her gin, Matsuri twirled a piece of hair in her fingers as she watched the waiter approached the table.

"Hope you guy have had enough time to think about what you want, here she comes." Sitting up straight again, Matsuri smiled to the woman. Intentionally giving off the impression of maturity as she drew near.

Nearly twenty minutes later when the food was just starting to arrive all four were in amicable chatter, the happy atmosphere relaxing. Yuzu pulled at the collar of her button-up shirt, hoping to let some of the uncomfortable heat out of her shirt.

"Is anyone else feeling really hot?" Still running her finger over the edge of the shirt's material, Yuzu looked around the group who all shook their heads.

"Maybe you've had too many beers." Matsuri laughed as she pointed to the beer next to the blonde's food, taking a bite of one of her fries as she shuffled in place.

"I know I said it's been a while, but this is only my second beer." Yuzu said as she wiped her clammy hands over her thighs, what was this feeling?

It was subtle but definitely there, she could feel her cheeks burning. Not just her cheeks, her entire body felt like it was getting hotter and hotter by the minute. And her core, it was sending butterflies through her body none stop.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I've never gotten like this over a couple of beers, it's like I'm all hot n bothered but I've not done anything.

Thinking to herself for a while, before she looked over to the rest of the girls. Matsuri was currently explaining to Mei her reasons for wanting a computer set up at Harumi's house as well as her own, Harumi on the opposite side of the debate was giving a strong argument as to why she didn't want anything like that in her apartment. Mei although listening to the conversation, seemed bored and uninterested.

"My apartment is small enough as it is, I don't even have space to set up one of your elaborate computer desks. Besides even if I did say yes, which I'm not, whenever you are around you would just ignore me for your games." Taking a long sip of her wine as she repeated herself for what felt like the thousandth time, Harumi looked to Mei for some sort of back up. Surely the old student council president would see the logic and reason in her defence.

"Back me up here prez?"

Moving her gaze from her food as she dwelled on the question for a moment, Mei momentarily stopped eating while she answered.

"I really couldn't say. I don't see the point in spending all that money on another computer when you have one at home. It's not as if you are living with each other so it's not compulsory. If you would rather play a game than spend time with Harumi then go back to your own house for it, don't clutter up hers." Mei said, even if she didn't want to become part of the argument, she did have to say she sided with the blonde's best friend.

"For someone who couldn't say, you sure have a lot to say about it." Huffing at the two, Matsuri put a few more fries in her mouth as she turned completely to her girlfriend to try her again.

Mei jumped a little as she felt a hand on her side, slipping around her back to settle on the other side of her waist. Instantly looking around to see Yuzu shoulder to shoulder with her. The emerald eyes seemed slightly confused, but Mei didn't have time to dwell on that or complain at the closeness as a hand began making its way up her inner thigh. Stopping just before it made contact with her groin, returning to her outer leg. Now that she was paying attention, Mei felt the hand on her side rubbing up and down... On her bare skin.

"What on earth do you think you are doing!?" A hushed yet forceful whisper reached Yuzu's ears as Mei grabbed both of the hot hands and practically threw them off her.

Yuzu's POV

Ah, I can't focus on their conversation, what on earth is wrong with me?

There's a burning sensation in my stomach, it isn't sore but every time I look at Mei it intensifies... down there.

Glancing around the table, one by one I made my way past the arguing couple to my girlfriend. Mei looked so... touchable right now. Her sweater clung to her breasts and came in at the waist, practically flaunting them at me who had twenty minutes ago thought nothing more of her girlfriend's outfit other than it looking cute.

I was moving before I had a chance to properly assess the situation, not that it would have done much good in this condition. My arm snaked around her, finally feeling her heat on my fingers gave me an unimaginable amount of relief as I finally felt what had been nagging at me for the past ten minutes. Yet it wasn't enough.

Mei looked straight at me, her eyes searching mine for a moment, I want more. I need more of her, I want to feel her lips, touch her everywhere.

Raising my hand to Mei's leg was the last string for me, there was no way I could keep myself to myself anymore.

Shit, am I horney? Why am I horney!? No, don't do that!

Having to force myself to stop just shy of her heat, I slowly moved back to lightly gripping the muscle of her leg. Acutely aware of the stare of disbelief I was getting from Mei, but I didn't care.

Skin, I want to feel her skin. And I did.

I have no idea where all this is coming from or why I felt such a need to be touched right there and then, but I couldn't stop it.

And Mei's blush was just too much, she is so fucking cute.

"What on earth do you think you are doing!?"

Oh shit, she's pissed, but she still looks adorable when she mad. Her lips look really nice, I want to kiss her... now.

I was leaning towards her quickly, I didn't have time to react, nevermind Mei. Placing my hand on her cheek to stop her from completely pulling away, my lips finally made contact with Mei's. I couldn't stop myself, I had to have her I didn't even have a choice in the matter.

3rd person

"Yuzu stop it now!" Pushing the blonde off her completely, Mei wiped her lips with the back of her hand before glaring at Yuzu.

"Well, that was a lovely little show,"

The young couple slowly turned around to see their friends, one an embarrassed blush on her cheeks the other an amused smirk.

"Stop it... Sorry about that," Warning her girlfriend a final time including a point of her finger, Mei looked back to their company and tried to continue as though nothing had happened. Even if the conversation was scarce now.

Yuzu held her head in embarrassment, what was she doing? How did she expect Mei to react to being touched and kissed in public?

"Ah, s-sorry!" Bowing at the table to her friends, Yuzu tried to focus on her food.

Maybe it was the alcohol? It has been a while since I've had one, plus Mei hasn't touched me in a while, maybe it's a combination?

Cautiously moving back around to sit at Mei's side, Yuzu didn't even get close enough for their arms to brush before Mei had turned with a glare in her direction.

Bringing her hands up onto the table in plain sight, Yuzu moved closer before turning to Mei.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel really, really hot... I need you." At some point in her sentence, her voice had turned husky and wanting. After a swift glance at the other couple to make sure they were still preoccupied with their argument to notice, Yuzu leaned in so her lips where brushing Mei's ear, not overly surprised to find it already hot and pink.

"Don't you want me to touch you... lick you and most importantly... to fuck you?" Every pause was a heavy breath on Mei's already burning ear, with her last words and scraping her teeth on the shell of her girlfriends ear a low, unintentional moan escaped Mei's lips. The noise was like adding kindling to a small flame, instantly making it grow and the burning became stronger inside Yuzu. So she did it again, kissing the lobe of Mei's ear and just the top of her neck, sucking until she heard that sound again.

Mei had her eyes scrunched shut, there was no doubt a blush was spread across her cheeks and she could do nothing about it. Her fingers gripped at the fabric of her jeans, her teeth sinking into her bottom lip. God how she wanted to turn around and shove the blonde off her, scream at her for being so inappropriate and yet she couldn't move. Her body was frozen under the blonde's touch

"Ehh, Yuzucchi?" Harumi's voice seemed to appear out of nowhere, pulling Yuzu from the depths of her pleasure and back to reality. Hearing her friend's voice seemed to centre the blonde, pulling her lips from her girlfriend and forcing her to look at the pair across the table.

"Ohh," Was all Yuzu managed to say, her face lit up in embarrassment as the two looked at her. Seeming as though their argument had finished some time ago and had just spent the last minute or so waiting for Yuzu to leave her helpless girlfriends alone.

As soon as the lips had left her ear, Mei clasped a hand over it to remove the saliva that still covered it, stopping the tingle she got when the cold air hit it. Her eyes sprung open as well, instantly forming narrow slits that Harumi wasn't even sure she would be able to see out of.

Yuzu seeing the look of horror painted on both her friends faces slowly turned her head to see Mei looking at her with a formidable, unnerving, spine-chilling, bone-racking, hair-raising expression. Yuzu was sure she peed a little when her eyes made contact with Mei's.

Her sanity returning, Yuzu raised her hands and moved back from Mei, pushing herself back around the table until she had her back against Harumi's arm. With nowhere left to run Yuzu was forced to confront Mei, "Mei, calm down, it was an accident." Her voice trembling, Yuzu tried to extinguish the look on her girlfriend's face but it didn't shift at all. She couldn't help it: It was as though when she was in the moment her mind shut off, as though she had no control over what she was doing, only focused on feeling pleasure. But once she stopped she could think somewhat clearly, she couldn't be to blame. She had no idea what on earth was happening.

"I didn't mean it, please be rational!" Yuzu begged as she clasped her hands together and bowed her head as low as it would go, but she couldn't deny the thought of Mei ravishing her that crossed her mind did sound very, very appetising.

"Get up... now." The voice came low and almost hollow, commanding Yuzu out of the seat. Which she did after a quick look back at her friends, a silent goodbye if she was never seen again.

Mei gave the girls a last look as she pushed on Yuzu's back towards the exit. Harumi seemed to have a worried expression on her face, probably wishing the blonde the best but what Mei couldn't quite comprehend was the glinting smile in Matsuri's eyes and the Cheshire cat grin on her face. It could be she was just enjoying the show, that was her personality after all, but that didn't sit right with Mei.

With more pressing matters at hand, Mei kept her hand in between the blonde's shoulder blades and pushed her on out the restaurant, and onto the side of the road. Seeing a slight dip in the building line a few metres away, Mei dragged Yuzu down there, away from the rush of people giving her the perfect place to express her annoyance and anger at her blonde, blushing girlfriend. Why Yuzu was still blushing was beyond Mei, she was about to get the lecture of a lifetime and yet her cheeks were still painted pink, not just her cheeks, her entire face and even her neck seemed a shade darker than usual.

Pressing Yuzu so her back was against the brick wall Mei closed in so her finger was pressed firmly against the blonde's chest. "What on earth is wrong with you Yuzu? We are with our friends on a night out that you wanted to do, now you are completely ignoring them and acting like some sort of imbecile. Embarrassing me like that in front of them was unacceptable, you knew I wouldn't be able to stop you and yet you did it anyway! This behaviour is not like you at all and it's appalling-"

Mei was cut off as Yuzu forced the finger between them out the way and pushed Mei up against the bare wall behind her. Her lips connecting to Mei milliseconds after her back made contact with the wall. It was forceful, needy and if Yuzu was honest, not that enjoyable considering Mei was not reciprocating the kiss, but it was something. She wanted Mei to dominate her, anything from the other girl Yuzu would have been happy with, but she needed something.

Hands flew to Yuzu's shoulders to get her off, and yet the blonde was faster and surprisingly stronger. Taking the hands in her own Yuzu intertwined their fingers before pushing them against the wall as well. The desperate rise and fall of her chest told Yuzu that she needed to stop and take in air, but that would mean loss of contact. With Mei still squirming against her to get free, Yuzu surrendered to her lungs and pulled her lips off Mei's, keeping her body pressed against her to stop her from escaping.

Yuzu didn't know what to say, her lips breathed hot air onto Mei's, her eyes watching her counterparts. They were surprised and confused, unlike Yuzu's that were completely glazed over with lust and want. Mei could find little reminiscence of her girlfriend in her eyes.

"Yuzu what are doing? Stop it, we are in plain sight if I get caught out here-" Again Mei was cut off by her girlfriend, though this time with words and small kisses to her neck.

"I can't help it I want you so bad, I don't care who else is here I need you." Her breath was still harsh as she continued her work on the black-haired girl, her hands nor body ceasing on their holds. "I'm going to let go okay?" Still sucking hard on her neck, Yuzu pulled back ever so slightly and released one of Mei's hands, the action clearly a mistake on the blonde's part as as soon as her hand was free Mei began pushing against her girlfriend.

"I do care! If anyone I know or who has connections to the academy was to see me my chances of becoming chairwoman are gone!... Yuzu stop!" Mei's voice came angry, but she was silenced again as she felt the harsh lips of the blonde back on her own. Pushing harder against Yuzu, Mei felt she was finally getting some leeway when Yuzu pulled back, but her hope was quickly diminished as Yuzu took a hand in each of her own and placed them above her head on the wall before pinning them both in own of her own. A surprisingly new volume of strength keeping Mei in place as even with all her strength she couldn't get free of the blonde's single arm.

Gently cupping her hand over Mei's cheek, Yuzu used the extra support to deepen the kiss. "I want to feel every single part of you, to taste you everywhere and I want you to do the same to me." Stopping for just a moment, Yuzu whispered before delving back into the one-sided embrace. Mei's chest was rising and falling with great speed, Yuzu could tell she was past her limit and needed to calm her breathing. And her generosity perceived her as she left the lips to resume her torture of the girl's bruising neck.

Her hand no longer needed for support, Yuzu travelled it lower and slipped it behind to the girls back. Her body pressed flush against Mei who was still squirming in fight but much less now as she began to tire, Yuzu's hand continued on its quest downward. When the firm round muscle was within her grasp she gave a strong squeeze before soft massages were applied. As soon as the action occurred Mei took a sharp breath, her heart stopped as she realised just how far the blonde wanted to take this and how serious she was about it.

"Don't you want me to fuck you? You were so keen last night, I can make you feel that again." Yuzu continued her ministrations for a few moments longer before she began to toy with the hem of Mei's jeans, her lips lowering to the top of the girl's chest, pushing the boundaries of the sweater. "I could even fuck you in the ass, we both know you love it there?" The words were said after a long suck to the trembling skin, Yuzu's hand slipped beneath her girlfriend's jeans, and ran her hand over Mei's lower cheeks.

The body beneath her flinched at the action but there was no longer any struggle as the strength in her arms was gone.

"Hmm, what do you say Mei?" Another squeeze to the bare cheek in her hand before Yuzu stopped at the response.

"Yuzu... stop...please," It wasn't the normal Mei who spoke, it was vulnerable and powerless, the voice of a begging man or pleading woman. It stopped Yuzu in her tracks, her hands and lips motionless as she listened to the single sentence from the girl she had pinned to the cold wall. Then something wet hit her nose, looking up Yuzu watched as several tears rolled down Mei's unusually pale skin and dripped from her trembling chin.

That was when Yuzu seemed to be released from her sex driven trance, it broke in an instant. The moment she heard Mei diminished to a frail, breakable beg with tears streaming down her face.

Her hands were released moments after her request and she opened her eyes to see Yuzu staggering back to the other wall, her back smacking against it as she looked at Mei. Her arms fell helplessly to her sides, both red at the wrists, her expression was one of fear, the tears proving just how much.

"Mei-Mei I, I..." Yuzu's voice was full of panic as her eyes shot back and forth across Mei's body taking in everything she had just forced upon the girl. From the raw wrists to the bruised bites on her neck, I did this. I forced myself on Mei, she looks petrified of me, she thought I was going to rape her. NO, I would never do that, what's wrong with me!? I did this to her.

As the thoughts crossed her mind and the single most important word in her thoughts ran through her train of thought, Yuzu staggered back out of the small alleyway shaking her head in disgust and disbelief. "No I wouldn't, I didn't Mei I- I'm so sorry for this! I didn't mean to I..." As her mind ran wild with confusion and panic her heels came into contact with the uneven pavement and sent her falling to the ground. All the while all Yuzu could focus on was Mei's scared crying expression, all at her dispense.

As Mei looked at Yuzu she saw her girlfriend return, the distant look in the emerald eyes was gone and the normal Yuzu had returned. Only now she was paying attention to what she had done. "Yuzu?" Speaking through her clammed up throat Mei reached out an arm to Yuzu who stumbled to her feet after being knocked by a few people. However, the blonde looked to have no intention of coming back to her as she looked left and right, turning in circles like some disorientated deer caught in the headlights of a car.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!.." Yuzu's panicked rambling stopped after that sentence when she looked at Mei and still saw the look of fear in her eyes, even if it was much less prominent now. Shaking her head a few more times and wiping her hands on her thighs as if that would wipe away the act, Yuzu turned and sprinted along the sidewalk away from Mei.

"I'm sorry," Was the last thing Mei heard as Yuzu's uncoordinated form faded into the mass of people walking the street, bumping into people and pushing them out the way as she worked to put as much distance between her and Mei as possible.

Mei couldn't bring herself to shout after her girlfriend, she had to concentrate on getting her breathing under control. It took a few minutes, but soon enough Mei had her breathing back to normal and cleaning her cheeks of any signs of tears. Having regained her strength, Mei's mind spun with what had just happened. How fast Yuzu had changed once she heard her weak voice.

It took a few more minutes in the autumn air to put the pieces together, but Mei got there and when she did she was storming back into the restaurant, her target a short pink-haired girl.

When Mei looked at the table, she saw Harumi picking at her pasta while Matsuri blabbed on about something Mei was too angry to hear. When she was a few feet from the table both girl's noticed her and Matsuri looked at her with a coy grin.

"Did you have fu- What the fuck Mei?" Her smart comment was cut off with a snarl as Mei had two hands on the front of her shirt and practically pulled the girl from her seat to a standing position.

"What did you do to Yuzu!? Bear in mind that after what just happened I am in no mood for your stupid games." The voice was hard and left Matsuri with a saliva lump in her throat that seemed hard to swallow. Though it seemed that Mei wasn't alone in fighting this battle as Harumi was at her girlfriend's side and trying to push Mei off her in a matter of seconds.

"Mei what are you doing, let go of her now?"

Mei, however, paid no attention, her gaze fixed on the small figure before her. "Mei, come on-" Harumi tried again but this time was cut off by her girlfriend.

"It was just a pill to make her super horney, it isn't dangerous or anything. I put it in her beer." As the sentence left her mouth Mei felt her anger rise within. She had the urge to smack the girl right in the face for what she had done, but she couldn't: people were already looking at them. Releasing her grip on the youngers hoodie, Mei pushed her back onto the leather seats of the booth. After taking out some money and throwing it on the table, Mei grabbed both their belongings and walked out of the restaurant without another word.

"What the hell are you playing at Matsuri!?" Harumi asked as she grit her teeth and sat across from her girlfriend who wore a slightly guilty expression.

"It's honestly not that big of a deal, it was just something to make her horney. It's not dangerous or anything and it won't harm her, I only wanted to see how she would react to it." Matsuri said as she took a sip of her drink, not seeing what all the fuss was about, or why she had just been at the end of Mei's fury.

"You should never drug someone like that, you never know how they are going to react! You have no idea what might have happened outside, and it's your fault. Why did you even have those?" Matsuri could hear the anger in her girlfriend's voice and thought that maybe she had gone a little far. After following her straw with her finger for a moment, Matsuri spoke up, slightly nervous opposed to her obnoxious attitude.

"Cuz I wanted to give it to you but I wanted to see how you would react so I knew what to expect." At her admitting her intentions, Matsuri looked up to Harumi to see her eyes lit with fire.

"Why on earth would you do that!?"

"To make you horney, why else?..." At her quick remark, she saw her girlfriend tense with anger and continued her explanation, hoping it would ease some of the tension and anger that had formulated in such a little amount of time.

"... You've been really distant with me the past couple of weeks. Last week you were busy with your family stuff, and even when I was there most of the time you didn't even pay attention to me, and this week you just don't want to see me. You're never in the mood and anytime I mention spending time together you make up some excuse or make it seem like a chore... I just wanted you to pay attention to me," Making her thoughts known, Matsuri looked up to her girlfriend who had a softened expression but still held some annoyance in her eyes.

"That doesn't mean you can do something like that to Yuzu Matsuri, something happened that hurt them both and you have to apologise for that. As for me, I've been stressed the past week. I have a lot going on with my family at the minute and I just don't have the time to spend every night sleeping with you. You've been at mine pretty much since last Tuesday and I just needed some space to breathe. I'm not used to you being around so much and I guess I just needed you to back off for just like a day to let me think." Harumi softened her voice as she tried to comfort her moping girlfriend and help her understand that it wasn't a shortage of love for her that had resulted in the lack of intimacy between them

"So its that you don't want me around? Why didn't you just say that then." The words came out bitter and Matsuri got up to leave the table, a sour look on her face.

"Hey don't be so petty, you're the one in the wrong here. Sit down," The words came harshly as Harumi lost her soft voice and used her anger to fuel her words, which were strong enough to make the younger girl sit back down immediately.

"Listen, it's not that I don't want you around because I do, I am just not used to you being around so much. You can't expect me to completely be okay with you going from staying two nights a week to eight days in a row. I'm sorry if you feel like I haven't been a good girlfriend, but some things were on my mind. How about we go over to your place tonight and talk about it?" Harumi offered and she saw the younger girl light up at her words.

Harumi got from the table and after leaving enough money to cover their side of the bill, gestured for her girlfriend to follow her.

Slipping her own jacket on, Mei carried both their purses and the blonde's coat in her arms. She had rung the girl several times but each and every time she did it was cut off immediately. With nothing to go on apart from the direction the older had run away in, that's where Mei went. She had considered that the blonde might have gone home, but she didn't have her keys and with the look of self-disgust Mei saw in her eyes before she sprinted away, that was the last place she expected to find her.

She hadn't seen Yuzu take any turns in the road before she lost sight of her, so Mei continued walking straight from the restaurant eyes flicking left and right for any sign of her girlfriend. She had been furious and even feared the girl's actions, but something about the girl's actions and her expressions just wasn't 'Yuzu', Mei knew something was wrong with her and she was right. Now that Matsuri had confirmed her suspicions she was determined to find her girlfriend and explain what was happening to her and why she had acted the way she did.

When she came to the end of the street with still no sign of the blonde Mei began to worry. Yuzu was the kindest and caring person she had ever met, the fact that she thought she had done something like this was bound to be driving her innocent mind crazy. The end of the road split two ways; One lead to another street of nightlife the other to a small park. Trying her luck, Mei walked to the side of the park and gave it a once over, but as she had suspected there was no one there.

It was getting late and Mei hated that Yuzu was out at this time by herself. Taking her phone from her pocket, Mei tried the blonde's phone again, wishing she would at least answer to let Mei know she was alright. But Mei got something better: A small quiet jingle that lasted only a second came from the park, Mei's ears perking up as soon as she heard the familiar jingle.

Walking further into the park with her eyes scanning the floor, Mei rung the phone again and was rewarded with the quiet noise but this time she heard a weeping voice as soon as the sound stopped.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." It would be far fetched to call it speaking she was crying to heavily, but even through the tears, Mei could instantly tell it was Yuzu. A small tunnel in the ground that would be no more than a metre long come into Mei's view and as she put her phone away walked towards it and crouched down when she got to the entrance.

"Yuzu?" Her voice was soft and caring, Mei slowly dipped her head down low enough to see in the tunnel and was graced with Yuzu curled up form. Reaching her hand out to touch the girl's shoulder, Mei said her name again as to not startle the already crying girl.

"Yuzu, it's alright." This time she got an immediate response from the girl, eyes darting towards Mei before she shot to the other side of the tunnel before Mei could touch her. Stumbling out the other side Yuzu was quick to put several more steps between them, wiping her eyes of the tears that were still falling down her cheeks.

"Mei? You can't be here, not with me." Yuzu's voice came trembling and scared, the sound breaking Mei's heart just a little.

With having left herself to think for nearly an hour, Yuzu had come to many conclusions for what she would do next, but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't understand how things escalated so quickly. One minute she was looking at Mei thinking she was beautiful, the next she had this undeniable urge to have here, wherever it may have been. The entire experience seemed like a vague hazy memory she couldn't quite make out the details of, as though someone else was doing the deeds and all she could remember was the brief storyboard plan.

She saw herself as a danger to Mei, the girl she loved with her entire being was now no longer safe in her presence. Yuzu didn't know why or how she had gotten into such a state where she forced herself onto Mei, but she was adamant she would never let herself do it again. If only to spare herself of seeing the fear in Mei's eyes again.

"Yuzu, it's getting a little cold out here, how about you put your jacket on and we go home?" Mei could see the nervous wreck Yuzu was at the minute, how she continued to take a step back when she moved forwards, how her eyes darted around to see if they were close to other people and how her fingers were a blur they were tapping so fast. Her voice was sweet and caring, one that she only showed to the blonde and hoped it would show her that she wasn't angry or scared anymore, only concerned for her well-being.

"No I can't touch you, I can't control what I'm doing and I can't hurt you again. You were so scared of me I can't put you through that again." Yuzu's rushed words were spoken as her eyes scanned the park's exits, Mei saw her shuffling her feet in the direction of the entrance she had just come in from and knew she was planning on running again.

"Yuzu you don't have to be scared of yourself, or what you did to me you weren't thinking clearly. Matsuri ga-" Mei was calming again, reaching her hand out to the blonde in an easing gesture but she was cut off as it seemed that the struggling blonde wasn't listening.

"Mei I-I love you so much, I'm sorry I hurt you like this!" Yuzu gave a strong bow to Mei who felt a lump in her throat at the blonde's state. How she was so distraught over something that wasn't her fault. With Yuzu's head bowed and her sobs covering the sound of footprints, Mei made up the distance between them and grabbed Yuzu by the shoulder. "Yuzu you don't need to keep-" Mei started, but her hand was shook from the blonde's shoulder in a matter of seconds and Yuzu replaced the distance between them.

"I'm breaking up with you Mei! I can't let it happen to you again, I won't let it. I'm sorry!" Yuzu shouted through her cries as she began to back out of the park, still crying and shaking her head. For a moment Mei was stunned, what did Yuzu just say? No, surely she didn't just say she was leaving me?

It was only when she saw blonde locks leaving the park in a swaying mess that Mei jumped into action. Sprinting after the blonde using her long legs and entire strength to make up the distance fairly quickly. Not that Yuzu was running that fast due to her crying and nonexistent coordination.

When Yuzu was withing grabbing distance Mei put two hands on the back of her shoulders and gripped tightly at the fabric there. Pulling the blonde to a halt and turning her around all in one action as Mei drew her into a tight embrace that Yuzu couldn't escape even if she wanted to.

"You aren't breaking up with me, I won't allow that! Matsuri spiked your beer Yuzu! What you did to me wasn't because you wanted to do that to me, but because of the stupid pills that Matsuri gave you." Mei started off loud when she felt Yuzu trying to push her away, but when she finally stopped her struggles and begun to relax into Mei's warmth Mei continued with her statement, now much softer as gripped one hand on the girls back the other cradling the back of her head.

"Wh-What?" Yuzu managed to squeeze out between her cries, brain rattled by this new piece of information. "B-but It was me who made you so sacred Mei. You were pale and crying and shaking! I DID THAT TO YOU!" Yuzu shouted the last part, she wouldn't let herself be fooled, she was the one who had hurt Mei. It was her hands, her teeth, her body.

At her words, Yuzu began pushing and squirming to try and get out of the younger girls vice-like grip and it was only a matter of time until Mei snapped at the movements.

"Will you shut up!?" At the raised voice and shake of her shoulders, Yuzu stilled instantly. Her eyes raising to meet Mei's gaze but unlike before it was a look of concern and... Love? How can she still love me after what I did?

"Stop being an idiot for a second and listen to what I'm saying." Moving her hands from the blonde's shoulders, Mei placed both on the girl's wet cheeks using her thumbs to wipe away any tears that dared to venture close.

"Yes you did all those things to me Yuzu, and yes I was scared, worried, wished that I could rewind time to when we were in the restaurant so I wouldn't go outside, but you weren't in the right frame of mind. You were high up on drugs, in a daze and unable to control yourself. But you stopped yourself when it really mattered, before you did anything extreme that I might not have forgiven you for, you did that Yuzu. I don't hate you and I'm not scared of you, I want to hold you and make sure you are okay, that you are fine and haven't taken to any side effects of the drugs." Running her fingers over the soft and slightly damp skin, Mei gave a weak smile to Yuzu as she saw the panic and worry fall from her face.

"You have never forced yourself on me like that before so I knew something was wrong, besides what do I have to be afraid of when you are a bubbling mess like this?" Mei gave a small crack at a joke that Yuzu couldn't help but let out a snorkel at. After a few more moments of silence, Mei leaned in and placed her lips on the blondes. She felt her flinch initially, but with a few more seconds of incouragement with Mei's lips, Yuzu eased into it.

It was slow and unmistakably one of the best kisses Yuzu thought she had ever shared with the darker-haired girl. Slowly but surely Mei brought her tongue into play and coaxed Yuzu's out too, the embrace was growing stronger and Mei made sure to try and control her breathing to prolong it as long as possible. The feeling of having the real Yuzu in her arms, no longer crying and kissing her softly was everything she needed after the earlier events. Unlike usual, it was Yuzu who broke the kiss, giving a slow suck to her lips before she wrapped her arms around the girl's neck and buried her face into the joint of her should and neck.

"Thank you for not hating me," Yuzu said though it came as more of a whisper from her position. At first, Mei wasn't sure how to respond to such a statement, but soon she just pulled both arms around the blonde's body and pulled her close.

"Listen it's getting late and it isn't exactly safe for us to just be standing out here, how about we go somewhere a little more private?" Mei asked as she stroked the tangled blonde hair, laying a gentle kiss ot the inside of Yuzu's neck as she did so.

"Yeah, sorry I took up a lot of time tonight. Should we call a cab to go home or I could drive, I didn't even get through half my second beer so I can if you want me to?" Yuzu asked, but she kept her hold on Mei even as they spoke about leaving. In all truth, she didn't want to move from this stop, from Mei warmth.

"You having the best luck in the world, decided to run in the opposite direction of the car to that's a no, but I don't think I want to go home tonight. There is a hotel just down there, I passed it on my way to find you, how about we book a room and spend the night there. The change of scenery might be nice and I don't particularly want to sit in a taxi for the next half an hour." Gesturing to a lit-up building several hundred yards from where they both stood, Mei, turned Yuzu around and after handing her her coat and purse, began to lead them in that direction.

"But Mei I don't have any ca-"

"I'm paying, think of tonight as my treat, okay?" Mei butted in just as they were entering the building, relief covering her face when the warm air hit her face. And Yuzu didn't have time to complain as Mei walked to the counter and after exchanging a few words with the receptionist and handing over her card to pay, received a key and a few directions to the room.

Taking Yuzu's hand in her own, Mei gave her thanks to the lady before dragging her down the corridor and to the elevator that would take them to the top floor where a king-sized room was awaiting them.

Walking into the room they were met with fresh white sheets covering the overly large bed, open empty space at the foot of the bed before a dresser and chest of drawers lined the wall. On the other side of the room, there were two plush purple chairs that sat in the corner next to a small oak coffee table.

The door opposite the bed lead to a bathroom that had a large corner bath and every other facility necessary, along with complimentary amenities and toiletries and two fresh white robes hung from the door.

"Mei this place is..." Yuzu trailed off as she searched the room, this was fancier than any hotel she had ever stayed in on such short notice, possibly altogether.

"You don't need to worry about that, what I will tell you to do is start running that bath," Mei smiled to the astonished look on the blonde's face at the room. This was mediocre to some of the places she had stayed in while living with and visiting with her family, but it was enough to please the blonde and that's all Mei wanted to do. She knew how shaken up Yuzu was about what she had done that evening, and after spending time out by herself in the cold Mei wanted to make sure she was comfortable and was made happy. After all, nobody should have to be made to feel as the blonde had tonight and even if it wasn't Mei's fault she was determined to make sure Yuzu knew she didn't blame her or hold it against her.

She got an instant nod from Yuzu, who kicked off her snickers and went to the bathroom to do as she had been asked.

Mei doing the same with removing her footwear and jacket, hanging it up along with Yuzu's and their purses before locking the door and making her way into the room herself, where she heard sounds of surprise and awe as Yuzu found little toothbrushes, hairbrushes, soaps and more offered in the bathroom.

Mei wanted desperately to be out of her jeans, she cursed herself for wearing them but she had no other clothes here and would have to wait for her turn in the bath so she could change into the soft cotton robe that awaited her.

"Mei are you alright?" The soft voice of her girlfriend brought Mei from her thoughts, she was wearing a warm smile that could put any person at ease. "I'm fine," Giving a small nod in the girl's direction, Mei retrieved the remote for the television and sat back down on the bed. Hoping to fill the silence of the room with some form of noise, even if she probably wouldn't be interested in the channels offered.

The bed dipped beside her, the sheets crinkling at the movement, it was only a matter of moments before Mei felt Yuzu take her wrists in her hand. "Are your wrists and hands okay? I know I was pretty violent with them before and it was a brick wall." Yuzu asked, turning the hands in her own to seek out any damages. Luckily for her there was no bruising to the girl's slender wrists, a few minor scraped to the back of her hands but nothing that would have caused any great pain.

"It's nothing big, but don't you think you should go and clean the scratches? There are little pieces of dirt and stones still on it so it would probably be for the best." Yuzu suggested as she lightly ran her fingers over the marks, knowing her touch wasn't hard enough to cause pain to them.

"You are probably right. Would you mind if I bathed first? I'll be quick but I just want to be out of these clothes," Taking her hands back to her lap, Mei stood up and walked to the bathroom where she slowly ran the warm water over the red scratches; Flintching initially when it made contact with her skin.

"W-well, I thought maybe if you wanted to, that we could take a bath together?" Cheeks rosy in an instant, Yuzu tried to hide her blush by looking at the floor and hoping her hair fell low enough to cover her pink cheeks.

"Is that right?" Mei's reply was almost prepared, Yuzu listened as the tap stopped and she heard footsteps draw closer. "Y-Yes, but if, if it makes you uncomfortable or you want to relax on your own I understand and I'll go after you." Her stumbling reply made Mei smile. Pulling her sweater over her head to reveal a flat and minimally toned torso and two mounds that brought the blonde unexplained joy.

Yuzu listened as she head material hit the floor, her eyes darting from their downwards position to scan the floor, and sure enough, she located a purple sweater behind Mei's feet. That's when she saw the jeans being pulled down revealing the long pale legs.

"Mei?" By the time Yuzu had it in her to take her eyes off the smooth stretches of skin in front of her, Mei was already pulling her up by the collar, fingers working at the top buttons of her shirt.

"We will be taking one together." Was all she said, hands finishing off on the buttons as she peeled the thin fabric over the blonde's shoulder exposing her mostly naked upper half. Mei watched as Yuzu's face and neck reddened in embarrassment, but that didn't stop her from unbuttoning her shorts and letting them drop the floor. Hands running up and across her torso as she took a step forward, mindful of the steam that was practically being trumpeted out the blonde's ears.

Yuzu's eyes didn't know where they should sit, her chest, her stomach her eyes? All of it was breathtaking to her, and this side of Mei made it even more so, but after tongiht was this really the best course of action for the younger girl.

"Mei are you sure? I mean are you sure you want me to touch you after what happened earlier? What if the drugs are still effecting me and I lose it again?" Yuzu asked, her hands raising to Mei's shoulders to slow her advancements. Mei, however. waled into the arms letting them slip over her shoulders and around her neck, letting her lips find the blonde's neck, hands the clasp of her bra.

"I'm more than sure," With a small pink Yuzu's bra became loose prompting Mei to move back and pull it from her arms to reveal the girl's chest. A sight Mei hadn't seen in a while and welcomed. Though knowing it was too early and the tempting bubble bath that was not on the verge of being full was calling her, so turning around, Mei removed both her own undergarments before stepping into the hot water. Grateful Yuzu had run the cold as well as the hot.

When she was settled in the oversized tub, Mei felt every bone in her body melt. Her eyes slid shut as she momentarily forgot about the naked girlfriend she had abandoned. "Are you going to get in?" With her eyes still sealed and her head rested back against the side of the bath, Mei asked. Her foot raising to the surface of the water to show where she wanted the blonde to be. There was no verbal reply but Mei would bet that Yuzu had frantically nodded her head before nervously edging towards the bath and cautiously sat on the opposite side from Mei.

"You look p-pretty Mei," Yuzu spoke up in a chattering voice after a long silence as she was sat stiffly in the corner of the bath watching Mei's unusually relaxed body. Surely Mei felt just as awkward as Yuzu did right then, but that was probably highly unlikely going off the content look on her face.

At her words Yuzu watched as both Mei's lip and eyebrow quirked at the compliment, she knew it sounded stupid, but she didn't know what else to say.

"Thank you... you don't have to be so still you know? You can stretch your legs and relax, I don't mind." Mei said, still with her eyes closed. In response, Yuzu did just that, extending her legs out into the bath, trying to avoid bumping into Mei's under the bubbly surface. Not that it did any use as their legs ended tangled up the minimal space anyway, letting both parties relax back and enjoy the water.

The silence lasted as short while before Yuuzu resorted to playing some light music on her phone to take the edge of the awkwardness that only she seemed to notice. Mei was still sitting in the bath, her muscles relaxing in the large bath. With the two staying in there for a while longer, Mei soon sat up straight in the bath letting the water trickle down her exposed chest. "I'm going to get out now, I don't want to get too hot," Mei said to Yuzu, her eyes opening for the first time since she entered the bath, amused with the blush on the blonde's cheeks as her eyes were glued on her chest.

"I-I think I'm going to stay a little longer." Yuzu managed the words as she watched Mei get out the bath, forcing her eyes away before Mei began to get annoyed with her staring. "Very well, I'll see you in the bedroom then." Pulling the robe over her shoulders, Mei let out a content sigh as the soft material covered her skin. "Don't keep me waiting too long, okay?" Mei said as she turned to Yuzu in the bath, certain the water wasn't hot enough to make her cheek that red.

Mischief burning in her eyes as a thought ran through her mind, Mei pulled up the sleeve of her dressing gown and walked over to the blonde. Sitting on the side of the bath as she leaned over Yuzu, Mei bowed her head down to capture the blonde in a deep kiss without warning. Her hand catching the blonde even more off guard as she jumped when she felt Mei's fingers trail down the skin between her breasts, but they didn't stop. Tracing down the line of her stomach before making contact with her most sensitive region.

It was a single light and gentle rub of her hand, but it was enough for Yuzu to tense her stomach and her head reached backwards breaking the kiss. With the single tease over Mei retrieved her hand and sat back slightly as Yuzu eyes widened.

"I am looking forward to when you get out," An obvious attempt at a charming smile had Yuzu feeling as though she was going to pass out or hear heart was going to burst from her chest it was beating so fast. With her mind swirling in circles too much to link a proper sentence together, Yuzu rapidly nodded her head and pulled her legs together.

Mei smiled at her achievement and placed a much softer kiss to the top of the blonde's head before quickly drying her arm and leaving the room closing the door behind her. When she was finally out of sight she let a quivering breath leave her lips as she looked at her fingers, just the simple touch of Yuzu's slips raised her pulse and gave her butterflies. It had been a while since she had touched those slits out of love and desire, now she felt as though she was desperate to feel them again.

Sitting down on the bed to try and calm herself down, Mei turned the television to a music channel that she found played romantic softer songs. It seemed perfect to have this music on to get in the mood, not that Mei wasn't already and she was sure Yuzu had been waiting for this moment for days now so it wouldn't take much to get her into it, but it somehow calmed her nerves and steadied her racing heart. Even after all the times they had shared a bed, Mei still found herself with an unmeasurable heartrate she got so nervous and excited.

When Yuzu eventually came out of the bathroom her robe was tied arguably too loose around her waist letting the top fall loosely over her shoulders, her breast easily being seen by Mei who instantly took note of her attire.

No words were said for a few seconds before Yuzu brought up her courage and walked over to where Mei was sitting on the edge of the bed. She reached her head down for a kiss but was stopped as Mei raised her hand between their lips, and for a moment Yuzu thought she was going to be turned down again and that Mei really had just been falsely teasing her in the bathroom, but Mei gave a smile and motioned to the sheets behind her.

"Lie down?" It was gentle and not at all commanding or insensitive towards Yuzu, something that caught the blonde off guard as she wasn't expecting Mei to be so gentle with her. But like she had been asked, Yuzu crawled onto the bed and lay on her back while Mei turned around and assisted her in lying down with a hand to her shoulder. It was only a second at most the pair spent looking at each other, but it felt like so much longer for the two as their breaths mixed they were so close.

Soon Mei closed her eyes and brought her head down to connect her lips with Yuzu's in a slow kiss, her body moving to straddle the blonde while her hands removed what was left of the robe on the blonde's body. They didn't need any more teasing tonight... well not right at this moment. Her hands worked up and down the blonde's torso, never stopping just enjoying feeling the bare skin beneath her hand.

Yuzu had already moved her hands under Mei's tightly wrapped gown and had both the larger breasts in her hands, allowing herself to let out moan after moan and not caring who heard her. Lips left her own before she felt them on her neck, gentle and slow, taking in every single touch Yuzu felt like she was floating as her mind ran a blank as all she could think about was the lips on her neck and the hands running over her body.

"I am going to please you all night and you aren't going to stop me or try and take the lead. Got it?" Mei said as she pulled her head up from the top of the blonde's chest to look her in the eye, but her voice was still angelic and didn't hold a hint of dominance or forcefulness to it. Yuzu could only look in awe at the loving smile Mei was giving her, she gave a small nod before removing one of her hands to place it on Mei's cheeks and motioned her to move back and capture her in another kiss.

Which Mei gladly did, untying her robe before she did creating the skin on skin contact the blonde had been waiting for. Slowly laying her body down onto the blondes Mei ran her hand up her side before settling on the girl's breast, massaging it gently before taking the nub in her fingers. It took mere moments for it to harden in her grasp and so it was only seconds before Mei broke the kiss to move her lips to the hardened nipple.

Yuzu's back arched off the bed as her pelvis dipped into it, the motion making Mei smile with satisfaction as a moan slipped from the blonde's clenched teeth. Flicking her tongue over the sensitive skin several more times before Mei moved to focus on the peachy skin of her breast. Giving slow kisses and scrapes over her teeth, dragging her lips along the hot skin, very aware of the hammering heartbeat she felt against her face from the blonde's chest.

Soon Mei moved back onto Yuzu's lips, who was eagerly awaiting the contact and embraced the girl with both arms. She didn't think she quite wanted rough and dominating sex after what had happened earlier that night. Having Yuzu on top or playing rough was something Mei was sure would bring back memories she just didn't want to relive, but with her taking the lead and with Yuzu beneath her everything seemed perfect. It was slow and sensual, something Mei was enjoying very much. She didn't want to hear the blonde scream her name tonight, she wanted to hear hot moans of pleasure and passionate embraces as she showed the blonde how much she loved her.

Yuzu pulled back from the kiss after a few moments of taking it slow, her hand coming to rest on the side of Mei's cheek, eyes sparkling as she looked at Mei's warm amethysts that showed no signs of discomfort or hesitating. But she had to be sure.

"Are you sure you want this Mei? I know you love me I don't need you to do this if you don't want to... You might regret it later if we go any further, and what if we do it and you start to think about what happened earlier?" Yuzu's eyes were watering slightly and Mei could see it clearly, she didn't think anything like that would happen, but then again how could she be sure?

"Besides, I think I would feel guilty if we did it tonight. After everything we talked about this afternoon and then tonight, I think we should take it slow and appreciate each other. I mean there are other ways you can show me you forgive me than giving me what I want." Yuzu tried giving her dazzling smile but it was just too big for the moment, and so settled for a smaller content one.

Yuzu felt Mei remove the hand from her chest and shift he body so it was hovering over her rather than lying on top of her. "Like what?" Mei asked, seeming more calm and open to what Yuzu was saying that she thought she would. She got a smile from the blonde as her eyes lit up at Mei actually listening to her suggestion. Quickly moving her hands down to tie up Mei's robe along with her own to cover them both, Yuzu then ran her finger over her girlfriends bottom lip.

"Well, it would be nice to cuddle and hold you instead. But that doesn't mean we have to stop kissing?" Yuzu asked as she moved up to meet Mei's lips and took her in a soothing kiss.

"We could put a romantic movie on and get all warm and comfy, make out a little, but we don't have to go that far to have a nice night ya know?" Yuzu asked as she moved back, eyes wide with worry as she saw a tear trickle down Mei's cheek. Sitting up straight on the bed, Yuzu placed both hands on her shoulds but before she had the chance to speak, she was cut off by Mei.

"Thank you, that... that sounds nice," Mei mumbled out through a bubbling smile. Why did Yuzu always have to be thinking about her and her feelings?

"You don't need to thank me Mei, I should be apologising and thinking about you and making sure you are alright. I know you won't admit it but you are still pretty caught up in what happened and I won't do something that might result in you thinking about that again." Once hearing what the other girl had to say Yuzu could only pull her into a hug.

Sitting under the covers with all the lights turned off apart from the television, Mei was sat with Yuzu leaning into her embrace as they watched a movie neither seemed all that into as their small talk seemed much more entertaining.

"So how did you find out that it was Matsuri?" Looking up to Mei from her place on the bed, Yuzu gave an amused smile to the furrow and momentarily anger that flashed across Mei's eyes.

"I went back into the restaurant after you ran away and asked her what she had done," Mei said as she looked back to the television, a blush on her cheeks that only prompted Yuzu to ask more questions.

"And that's all you did?" Yuzu pried as she poked her finger into Mei's cheek.

"I may have grabbed her by her shirt and pulled her from her chair to get the answer out of her, however, I think my actions are valid considering the situation. You don't seem mad at her at all?" Mei's cheeks were hot as she replayed the scene in her head and could only imagine how many people were looking at her.

"I'm furious at her, but I don't think I'm going to get all physical like you did. Maybe lecture her a little, but I know she didn't mean for what happened to happen she was probably just trying to have some fun. Besides, why do I need to be mad at her when I have a knight in shining armour to do it for me?" Yuzu grinned and pecked Mei's cheek, her heart swelling even more when she felt the heat from Mei's face.

"Hmm, that is true. I will always be here to fight your battles so you don't have to dirty your hands ever." Mei turned her pink face to her girlfriend, bringing her into a kiss before she could comment on her silly remark.

"Thank you in advance then, but if you are fighting mine then it's only fair if I fight yours," Yuzu grinned as she kissed Mei again, hands mushing her cheeks together when she did.

Mei could only muster a nod in response to the honest look in the blonde's eyes. Nothing looked as if it would make the blonde flee and run, and Mei was sure she would be the best knight any girl could every wish for.