"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Ford's emotions were rarely revealed. When his dark eyes looked down coldly at a person, that coldness would seep into other's bones.
Julia had known him for many years, so she naturally knew how to make him angry, but she had never tried before.
Previously, she only felt that she had to endure it. Anyway, their conjugal relationship won't last long anyway.
Now he was more and more fond of teasing her. It seemed to confirm the old saying ———The more you endure, the angrier you became, and you think the worse you lose.
"Don't you know why I liked you back then? Because I was not popular, I had to find someone to rely on if I wanted to stay here. Besides, you were also pretending. You took advantage of my helplessness to built your lofty and arrogant public persona. I'm afraid only you know what kind of person you are."
Julia did not consider whether she should say it or not. She just said whatever came to her mind.
Ford smiled instead of being angry. He glared at her and asked, "What kind of person am I?"
Actually, Julia had realized that things were getting more and more off track for so long. It was like a butterfly effect after she had woken up.
For example, Ford should hate her, but she felt that Ford sometimes didn't seem to hate her that much. In her cognition, if she really hated a person, she couldn't kiss the person. Why would Ford be so affectionate?
As for Ana, she was the beauty that every man wanted to get in this book. However, Ford was clearly not that interested in Ana.
She was really confused.
Ford had always been cold and arrogant. If he didn't say anything, Julia really wouldn't be able to guess what he was thinking. Perhaps love was buried deep in his mind?
Julia glanced right and left without looking at him, "You don't like me either. Why don't we.…"
"Do what?" Ford cut in, causing Julia to forget what to say.
Speaking is about coherence.
Once it was interrupted, the artistic conception was gone, and the words were stuck there.
Looking at the man's cold expression, as the most timid person, she obediently stuck the rest of her words back into her throat.
The room was completely quiet, and the atmosphere inexplicably soured.
Ford stared at her, then walked over step by step. He lightly snorted, "Continue, what are you going to say?"
Julia retreated at a loss. Ford was too easy to talk to recently, so she forgot about his true features.
He was more like a dangerous man now. His gaze was so cold that Julia was frightened.
She cautiously reminded him, "If you feel embarrassed, just pretend what I said is Your own words. Anyway, both of us can say it."
Julia showed that it was negotiable, which made Ford angrier, and even his teeth ached.
He was very close to Julia. The hidden feeling of pressure was even stronger. When he didn't smile, the light in his eyes was gloomy, and he was really angry.
Julia hurriedly reached out and pressed her hand against his chest, "You... don't come any closer."
Ford looked more gloomier as he grabbed her restless hand.
Then, he gently raised her chin and let her look into his eyes, saying in a low voice, "Will you stop messing around?"
There was a dark atmosphere in the room. Obviously it was autumn now, but it was colder than winter in the room. Her originally warm heartbeat gradually slowed down, and the person standing in front of her seemed to be someone from another world.
"I'm not messing around."
Julia thought about it seriously, "It's destined to be useless. Let's not waste each other's lives."
Ford stared at her for a long time, suddenly he let go of her hand.
The door was closed with a "bang".
She stood there for a long time before she slowly slid down and sat on the ground. She hugged her knees and thought a lot.
She did not know why she would say those words. Recently, she felt even more exhausted.
The bravery she used to have when she was in one—sided love had long since disappeared. Now, she was always worried about the gains and losses when she received a response. This feeling was not good.
This relationship had begun with an abnormal union. It was just her extravagant hopes. The inferiority that accompanied the relationship could only be attributed to her not being good enough.
It's better for her to say it herself.
.....
Since Ford Left from the Cloud Bay Apartment, he had remained silent in the car. There was indifference in his eyes. The sentence "Don't waste each other's lives" was like a curse that didn't dissipate.
He then remembered the little girl hurriedly went to him when she was 20 years old. She told him happily, "Ford, I'm 20 years old. You promised to marry me."
He didn't notify anyone and took the little girl to get the marriage certificate at that time.
This was the second extraordinary thing he had done in his life, and the first was that he set fire to the secret forest....
She was involved in the two things.
Some thoughts would only pour out when a person was alone, surging like a tide. He seemed to be able to sort out some things, but he subconsciously didn't want to admit it....
It was indeed not the best time to reveal his emotions, so he should calm down.
.....
Perhaps she said what she want to say. Julia felt no longer uneasy, and she had no more dreams all night.
The next day, she got up early and was about to go downstairs to buy breakfast. She didn't expect that Lily stood outside like a telegraph pole when she opened the door. That was quite a coincidence. Julia had thought of her just now.
"You're alive?" Julia asked in a teasing tone.
Actually, when Lily returned last time, Julia had already noticed that something was wrong with her.
However, Julia knew that Lily was sensitive and she would not do anything out of line. So Julia let her rest well and talk about it when she recovered.
Lily was a person without patience. After a few days of relaxation, she had calmed down a lot and soon she told the whole story to her.
"How can he call other women's name when he was sleeping with me?"
"He should only call any women's name after I left."
"...."
There were also many indescribable words that greeted Andrew's ancestors.
Julia was dumbfounded when she heard this. Her eyes were as big as peaches, "You … you have slept together?"
"Yes," Lily thought for a moment, then narrowed her eyes and spoke highly of him. "Not bad, you know his...."
Julia was dumbfounded, she didn't want to hear it.
She had no interest in listening to the details. Otherwise, the next time she saw Andrew, the images Lily had described would flash in her mind.
Wouldn't it be embarrassing?
"Then haven't you contacted him yet?" Julia continued to ask questions in order to stop Lily's descriptions.
"Yes, there's not a phone call or a text. This jerk is only active in bed."
"...." She realized that in the ten sentences Lily said, eight of which she didn't know how to reply to.
In fact, Julia wanted to say that Lily was too impulsive. Andrew had too many secrets. Julia always felt that Lily's unrestrained personality was not suitable for Andrew. If time went on, one of them would be injured.
"Then what do you want to do now?"
Just as Julia finished asking, Lily's eyes suddenly lit up as she looked at her.
Julia was vaguely conscious that something bad would happen.