I am so worried about Shino and then he tells me I will collapse again so I should not worry
"Which sane perosn wouldn't worry when u see people collapsing in a day twice?"
He said he will be fine
but darn I am so worried
i wanted to take him to a doctor but he said not too
I wondered whether I should have just take him to the hospital but then I decided otherwise
I will wait for 3h if he isnt gona be up till then
he's gona go to the hospital whether he hates it not
So for the past 3h I took my shower and now I wanted to take my lens out, lens hurt but it's better then being treated like a monster
Just as I was taking my lens out did I hear hear shino waking up in a frenzy i dropped my lens on the floor and hid my left eye with my hand
He got out of the bed and picked up the lens and saw it
He saw the lens and then my eye which I had hidden
Shino didn't say anything and put the lens back on my desk and moved away
I called out to him why didn't he ask about that and at that time I had unintentionally put my hand down from my hair
Shino seemed to have stopped and started at my face
I hate that face, I disgust people who look at my like that, I thought
A monster I was treated when I was little I cant seem to change it wherever I go, I was thinking my life gona be a mess again
" Its beautiful "
Huh!!???
Wait what did u just say?, I thought
Shino I think mind readed me and said it again that ur eye is beautiful
Hearing that made me feel like crying and I broke down in tears
Shino came close to me and patted me on my back
When has the last time people have seen my face and not wanted me to disappear and not called me a monster
when shino called me beautiful
I was so happy that I started crying
It seemed like our roles had reserved I was supposed to look after him but It turned the other way around