Chapter # 22

I did tell Yuu about my taste issues but i am sorry Yuu I am sick but you should never know anything about me. He should live his life.

Well it's not like his life has been easier but don't get to know the dark side of me or you will be dragged to a place of no return.

As I made him go to sleep. I took some pills and went to study

With my insomnia no matter what I do the time would not pass and better then to count sheep, I study instead. I revise all the lectures to the point I know where is what. I have so much time to spare.

With remembering everything that we did.

I had to complete my prez duties, the assignments of students I had collected it but never gave it because of today's incident.

I called the teacher

"I am sorry sensei for calling this late but I didn't give you the assignments because of Yuu, so when should I give them to you"

Sensei:" Don't worry, you can give me on Monday and tell Yuu to take better care of his health"

"Yes, sensei I will deliver the message as he's sleeping right now"

Sensei: " Okay Tatsuya, Good work"

The call was ended.

I received a notification, I checked the message and saw. I grew pale so that date finally arrived, even knowing it will come only once this day couldn't get any worse. I wanted to start throwing stuff and my useless brain won't let me sleep.

Sleep brings me the memories, I wonder If my brain is protecting me from self torture or is it gonna destroy me in the end.

Well either it destroys me, I am already a wreck and mental already. I wonder if I would have just died then, I would be happier back then or even worse.

Nausea, migraine everything came flooding back again. Grabbing my head I really want to slam it towards something, I don't know what exactly I am hoping for or living for.

I need to do something or this pain will definitely kill me, I remembered the sleeping pills I had bought.

I had developed insomnia when I was in middle school, so now no sleeping pill has any effect on me, they are only a few pills which does effect me and they are so strong that I don't really happen to wake up for half a day.

I only take it 2 times a month or on the weekends.

THROB THROB THROB

As my head became heavy every second I quickly found the pill and gulped it down my throat. I didn't even have time to swallow it with water but rather crushed it my eat and ate it like toffee others might have find it disgusting but sometime having no sense of taste helps alot.

I just went to bed and sleep came quickly as the night drew in.