4.Alcohol is poison to me

I get into my house and walk into my bedroom. I don't want to think about anything so i close my eyes and sleep washes over me.

It's been 1 week since the meeting dad hasn't tried to call me or get in touch. I leave tonight from Italy. I plan on going to London for a good vacation. I start packing everything and head to the airport thinking i fooled my dad. He must be so naive to think i wont run away.

I get to the airport and while i was trying to get into final gate.i get stopped. damn it! I curse in my head. He put out an no flying order on me cause he is friends with the commissioner. I am ragged so i let dave to take me to Horton mansion. I walk inside and see that he is having his dinner.

I ask him" why did you do that? I am not marrying him"

Dad says" YES, you are."

I say "You cant make me i am independent not like your barbie doll daughter who cant do shit".

Dad says"You are right but you will have to do it for MARIE HOTEL!"

I ask him"What do you mean?" My emotions visible on my face. I wanted to protect that place even the thought of it not being there hurts me.

Dad says"I will destroy the hotel into ruins if you dont marry him"

I say"That's the only sign of your mother

You dont dare!" In rage and feeling hurt.

Dad says"I do dare but i will be nice since i am your father. I will give you the hotel on the wedding day".

I walk out feeling more out rage while he shouts "seems like you dont care to stay for dinner". I grab the keys of the car from dave and leave him there without a thought blinded by anger and hate.

I wanted to be feel my brother embrace so badly.He can always comfort me when things get hard. I was speeding of 180m/h when i remembered the club he used to go to. Guess i will go there and see the places he used to love spending time in. Until, i find a way to get away from here. I call up liz and Samantha who are the only friends i know in Italy. They studied in the same university as me. Liz was on holiday and gladly said yes to clubbing. Samantha lived here with her aunt for the time being. Both girls were excited to meet up after calling them i drove off to my house.

I get in the shower to wash of the steam boozing from me. When i was done, i walked into my closet and grabbed a silk black dress that hugged my curves and and a pair of lace undergarments. I grabbed a black leather jacket and a gem stone clutch. Just for safety i put a designer Swiss knife in my purse that was hard to detect. I did a nude makeup with red lipstick. On my way out, i grabbed my black heels. Went to the garage and into my black-purple lamobgini. Picked up the girls and was in MIDNIGHT Club. Samantha was a VIP so it was easy to get in. I order few vodka shots. Was drinking with the girls while my mind drifted to the events of the night. I started drinking alone ( more like pouring alcohol down like water) while Samantha was flirting with few men. Liz was eyeing me and tried to stop me few times.

I wanted to dance so we went to the dance floor down stairs which was the main area. I was dancing my heart out when i felt hands on my waist. I shooed the guy and he backed off. It didnt take 20 mins for another guy to started grabbing my wrists, liz dragged him away from me. I saw her signal me that she needs to take a call.

I was still dancing like there was no tomorrow when a guy grabbed me and pulled me towards him.I startled by his sudden move and alcohol was getting to me i was off my guards. So, i tell him to "Leave me alone" but his hands started to roam on my body making me push him away. He gets pissed off and pulls me into his chest. Before i can even react i saw a hand punch his face. I wanted to see who punched him but i blacked out!

After hours

I finally wake up but my head is killing me. My body feels warm and my fingers are interlock with a someone's hand. I move my hand and i can feel his hard rock abs and his chest. Shit! I curse myself for drinking. Did i sleep with someone? I didnt even have the guts or energy to look at the guy. I move away from the guy's embrace and sit by the bed. I was in a white shirt only. I get of the bed hoping he was asleep and walk towards the door when his husky voice says " you really just wanna run away like that" he sounds familiar so i turn around to look at him.

On the bed with on boxers on was JAY PARKER! Yes! My so called fiancé. He was a sight to look at, he was well built not too bulky. He has fine features such as a jawline, beautiful eyes, v-line, toned abs. All in all he was one of the best looking guys i have seen. Whom am i kidding, he was the best i seen so far.

He clears his throat. I was totally zoning out while staring at him. I wanted to die from embrassement. Just when thing cant get any worse i feel like puking so i run off to the door next to me hopping it was the bathroom. Thankfully it was, i locked and started puking. I heard jay hit the door yelling to open up. I just ignored him and was emptying my stomach.

When i was finally done i went out. He was in front of the door. He hold me and looks at me to see if i was okay.Once he was sure, he heads to the bed and grabs his phone. Calls someone and asks them to make a hangover drink and send to the room immediately and to make breakfast as well. I was confused by his behaviour. I knew he didn't like me.

I tell him"Jay i can leave right now, where is my phone and my clothes?"

He looks and me and says "you dont remember anything?"

I just stare at him.

He asks me "How did you get so drunk?"

He comes towards me and pulls me to the bed. In seconds i am sitting there with him.

I tell him"I never drank before so i got carried away and got too drunk.What do you mean by remember?"

Panic was written all over my face.

Jay's point of view

I noticed the panic of her face so i lied.

Jay say"I never knew you were so wild in bed, you moaned like crazy."

She was blank and seems to on the verge of crying. I didnt mean to make her cry. I just didnt like the fact she wasnt imitated by me so i was teasing her. In reality last night, i was out with lex when he saw her being harassed and it pissed me off so much that i was punching that guy before i knew it. Next thing, i see is her falling, she blacked out. I brought her to my car and asked her friends to take her home.They didn't know her place. One of them was already in a hurry to get laid. The other was busy with business calls. I couldn't leave her so i brought her home. I took her to my room and put her on my bed. Went to take a cold shower to calm down.

What was with me i have never been the type to get involved in unnecessary fights.

I stepped out of the bathroom.

To my shock, she was striping her silk dress and was struggling with it. I saw the jacket on the floor. She saw me and smiled, gosh she looked like an angle with a smile like that.

Suddenly she frowns and comes at me.

Isebelle says to me" YOU! You are so annoying, you hate me for no reason. I didnt know about the marriage too okay!"

She started hiccuping.

She continues saying"I want to go away too okay! But he had my passport blacklisted okay! He said he will give me MARIE hotel, if you werent hating me so much i would have married you. It is my mom's last trace of life. I want it but, i aint forcing you so".

She loose balance and falls on me, i picked her up. She mumbles water in her drunk state. I get her a bottle from the mini fridge. I turn around and see she is out of her dress. Her skin is pale and her boobs were bigger than i assumed .She has a divine body was one to be perished. She was a sexy women. She tries to take everything off.

I run to her and hold her hands. I take her to my closet and put my white shirt on her as it was first thing i would grab. Her thighs were half way covered in my shirt. She was turning me on, i rushed to the other side and put a boxer on. When i was back her lace panties and bra was on the floor.

God, she is freaking teasing me without knowing it. After i feed her, i asked her if she can call anyone to take her home. She simples shakes her head. I tell her she can use my room as the guest room's arent prepared and i told everyone to leave already.

I went to the living room and was trying to work on my lap, she was next to me. She wasnt going away from me, watching tv. Her legs were on mine. She was wiggle next to me and it was sparking flames, i was nervous and wanted to hug her, kiss her. I dont know what is up with me, i have never lusted after Jezz left me.

Finally i loose it and pick her up.

Walk to the bedroom and put her in and tuck her in bed. She tugs me with so much force. I fall over, no wonder she is a master of tokondo( finally did a background check on her) she hugs me and in few minutes she is asleep. I move to get up and she wakes up and forces me back in. It went on for awhile, for a drunk girl she was strong as hell.

Until i gave up! I wasnt able to sleep. She was making me nervous after what seemed like forever sleep gets to me.

BACK TO THE PRESENT!

Issabella point of view.

This cant be true. I cant loose my virginity cause i was drunk. I was beyond scared and panicked. I look through my shirt and notice there is no panties on me but i dont feel any pain. I wonder if it was the alcohol that was numbing me. So i go to check the bed, i was in shock and wanted evidence of what happened as i don't remember. I tug the duvet of the bed and see there's no cum or blood. I sigh in relief and look at him finally

He seems to have catch up, he looks at me as if he cant believe it.

"You are a virgin arent you?" Jay asks me.

I dont answer him and look around for my phone. I see it on charge. I grab it and call dave and ask him to pick me up. My head was killing me

Jay point of view

I tell her"Hey, i was just teasing you". She seemed hurt. A knock intruptes me and a maid walks in with clothes for her and her hangover drink. I asked them to get her a dress and everything. The maid puts the bags and the drink on my study table. The maid asks me "if i need anything else" i tell her "No, thank you." The maid leave the room. I tell Isabella that it' for her and walk to the closet grab clothes and get showered it the next room. I wait for her in the living room.

Isabella's point of view

I go to the bathroom and comes out dressed and showered. My damp her is loose and the dress in the bag looks great. I drinks the glass. After getting dressed i walk down to and see jay on the couch. I sit next to him and tell him" Thank you"

"What for?" He asks me

"I know you didnt leave me and i do remember the guy touching me

Even if it was not cool to lie about sleeping together, i appreciate your help i guess" she replies.

She was so cute when she was half mad. I look at her and tell her "It was payback for teasing me.You were being very hard on me last night. I didnt even touch so i get to tease you."

He grabs my hand and takes me to dining table and we start to eat. I notice the house is beautiful.