KIM NAMJOON !
KIM SEOK JIN !
MIN YOONGI !
JUNG HOSEOK !
PARK JIMIN !
KIM TAEHYUNG !
JEON JUNGKOOK !
BTS !
Fan chants could be heard in Seoul. Every corner in Seoul, people are gathering and performing the Fan Chants. Some of them played the old videos about BTS.
The news that shocked everyone out. They couldn't believe it. With complete black attire, they waiting outside of the blue house resident. With sorrowful eyes and aching hearts, the ARMY yell their names and with snorts that can be heard here and there, they continue to scream the names.
Since yesterday, after ARMY heard the news reveals that President Namjoon is in critical condition and the news followed by sudden Election by Korean Government they all gathered at Blue House resident and they keep on chanting with tears streaming down their faces.
After several moments, they sing together. It's a song that Namjoon composed by himself. Namjoon once said that he want people to play this song on his funeral. So they did. Together, they sing FOREVER RAIN
I want it to rain all day.
하루종일 비가 왔음 좋겠어
I want someone to cry for me
누가 나대신해 좀 울어줬으면 해서 종일 비가
I want you to come. So people do not look at me.
왔음 좋겠어 그럼 사람들이 날 쳐다보질 않아서
Because the umbrella faces a sad face
우산이 슬픈 얼굴 가려주니까
In the rain, people are busy too.
빗속에선 사람들도 저마다 바쁘니까
I'll breathe a little slower.
조금만 느리게 숨쉴래
I usually have my life and my rap too fast.
평소엔 내 삶도 내 랩도 너무 빠르니까
Now everything is low
지금 모든게 저위처럼
My shadows shine in the sky
하늘에 나의 그림자가 비치고
I stand on the darkness.
난 어둠을 딛고 서있어
My head down, my heel down
고개를 밑으로 내 발뒷꿈치로
When it rains, I feel a bit like a friend of mine.
비가 오면 조금은 나 친구가 있다는 기분이 들어
I keep pounding my windows all the time
자꾸 내 창문들을 두드려 잘지내냐면서
Ask your regards
안부를 물어
And I answer
I still host my life
난 여전히 삶의 인질
I can not die, I do not live, but I'm tied to something.
죽지 못해 살지는 않지만 뭔가에 묶여있지
If I could just put it somewhere like you
나도 너처럼 어딘가 두드릴수만 있다면
If you can breathe all over the world
온세상에 진하게 입맞출수 있다면
Someone to face me
그 누군가 나를 마주칠까
How would I take my stomach?
내 고된 몸을 어쩜 받아줄까
Please do not ask anything.
제발 아무것도 묻지마
Just give it to me forever.
그냥 영원히 내려줘
It's not lonely when you get off.
네가 내리면 외롭지 않아
You must stay by my side.
너라도 내곁에 있어줘
I want to live in a gray world.
잿빛세상에서 살고 싶어
I know there is no eternity.
영원따위 없는걸 알고선
When it rains, it pours
When it rains, it pours
It pours
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
Forever rain
(You're my hero) Forever rain
(You're my hero) Forever rain
(You're my hero) Forever rain
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
Never change
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
(You're my hero)
Never change
(Source: Musicmatch)
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From inside the house, all officials gathered around the bedroom with a gloomy face. They never expect that the young president will die in his early fifties.
Closer to the master bed where President Kim Namjoon lie down, there's Jin and Jungkook on his right side. Namjoon weak eyes and pale face look at his beloved members. They were crying. Namjoon's heart sink when he look at them but he try his best to smile to them to tell them not to worry.
"Jin Hyeong, Kook-ahh I'm ok, don't worry" Namjoon try to speak but his voice are barely heard.
Jin's heart ache when heard Namjoon's voice. He can't help it, his eyes burst into tears. Jin facing the opposite to hid his face, and cover his mouth from making crack voice. He didn't look at namjoon, he try hard to hide his bursting tears.
While Jungkook looking at Namjoon's weak body and abnormal breathing. He wipe his remaining tears that keeps on rolling down his cheek while adjusting his voice and breathing.
"Ahh Hyeong. Don't talk too much, you need to rest. Please.. d..do.. don't " Jungkook voice stuck on his throat. He can't finish his sentence. He wanted to say "Please don't go". He can't say the word. He don't want to say the word. The word are too hard to swallow yet too hard to let go.
Jin brace himself, he wipe the tears and turn his back to Namjoon again.
"Yaa Namjoon-ahh, last time you said you want to have cooking lesson with me. How can I teach you if you keeps on sleeping. You.. you have to get up.. ge.. get healt.. healthy again.. uhh" Jin's voice sounds like an angry grandpa. He try to make joke to Namjoon. He don't want the atmosphere be too gloomy. But he, himself are gloomy inside.
Hearing those words, Namjoon smile. Jungkook also smile when he saw Namjoon's smile.
"Ok Hyeong... I.. really want to taste your seaweed soup.. " while looking at Jin, Namjoon asked for seaweed soup that Jin used to cooked for the members.
"Haishhh... this kid.. if I make the seaweed soup, will you be healthy again?" Jin asked. He really hope Namjoon will be healthy again. Without answering, Namjoon blink and slightly nodded.
"Honey, can you help me buy and prepare the ingredients here ?" Jin asked his wife.
His beautiful wife nodded while patting Jin's back before leaving the room.
"Ha Neul, can you help Ms.Kim ?" Jungkook asked his wife.
His wife nodded while asked the bodyguard to help her prepare the utensils for cooking.
Not long after they go out from the room, they come back and prepare everything that needed inside the room.
As Jin wants to cook right there. He don't want to take his eyes off Namjoon. He don't want to leave him, he want to stay. So he decided to cook inside the room where he can see Namjoon.
"Namjoon-ahh look, this is how to make seaweed soup. After you taste it, you have to learn it" Jin talk to Namjoon while preparing the dish. He keeps on talking and explaining how to make the dish to Namjoon. About 20 minutes Jin keeps on talking while cooking. For 20 minutes Namjoon keeps on smiling and nodding.
When the food is ready, Jin turn off the electrical stove. Jin is about to serve the food, he turn his back from Namjoon to take the bowl and he wipe the bowl clean.
"Honey... Wake up.. The food is ready.. Honey.." Namjoon's graceful wife try to wake him up. She gently crease on his cheeks and try to wake him up.
Jin didn't dare to look back when he heard Namjoon's wife start to calling Namjoon's name. He froze there while holding the bowl. He just stood there while his heart skip a beat.
"Hyeong.. Namjoon Hyeong.. Please wake up" Jungkook's shivering voice make everyone feel a tense atmosphere. Everyone are terrified to know the truth. Namjoon's eyes shut. He no longer moved. His face become more pale.
Jungkook's wife try to hold her husband's arm but Jungkook refuse. He only want to wake Namjoon up. Tears rolling down Jungkook's cheeks while trying to wake him up. But Namjoon didn't wake up. Namjoon didn't show any signs to waking up.
Jin's wife come closer to where Jin stood. She knows that Jin and Namjoon are close and had been through everythings together. She come closer to Jin and realise that he is silently crying. She slowly hold the bowl that Jin been holding, afraid that the bowl will fall and spread to pieces and another hand, she hold Jin's arm. Jin understand the situation but he refuse to accept. He take another bowl and turn his body facing Namjoon but he didn't make eye contact with Namjoon, His eyes fix on the bowl, he's ready to put the soup into the bowl.
"Namjoon-ahh, I'm finish. I've making it as fast as I can" after finish fill the bowl with soup, Jin walk slowly to bring the soup to Namjoon's bed. He didn't look front, he only look at the soup in his hands with tears escaping his eyes.
"Namjoon-ahh, look... I put a lot of seaweed here" Standing still, Jin still look at the bowl with teary eyes. Jungkook that had been crying while holding Namjoon's hand, slowly release his hand and turn his back slowly to look at Jin that been standing behind Jungkook.
"Hyeong" Jungkook called his name while look at him. Jungkook looks soulless.
Jin just stood there. Don't know what to do.
Jungkook take the bowl from Jin. At first Jin refuse to let the bowl go, but on second try.. Jin let it go. Jungkook put the bowl on the nearest lamp desk. A second he put the bowl, Jungkook hug Jin. Jin can't help it, he hug Jungkook and start to cry. Jungkook can't act strong at that time, he try to conceal the tears but he fail. Jungkook also burst into tears. People around them also crying and the officials look down, grieving.
The news about President Kim Namjoon's death are spread all over the world. The International fans that used to support BTS when they were young come to Korea when they heard the news. Once again, BTS member died one by one.
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The Blue House and the Graveyard are full with people. They want to say their last farewell.
KIM NAMJOON !
KIM SEOK JIN !
MIN YOONGI !
JUNG HOSEOK !
PARK JIMIN !
KIM TAEHYUNG !
JEON JUNGKOOK !
BTS !
As today, the sorrowtful day, at the graveyard, they could heard the chants once again. But this time, the chants are not powerful as before. This time, it's weak.. it is spiritually weak. The chants sounds like people's crying and screaming. It's a heartbreaking scene.
Jin and Jungkook that heard the chant, once again burst into tears. When the fans scream their names, Jin and Jungkook remember the old days when how they used to be. The seven members, together all the time. Laughing, Playing, Learning, Singing, Dancing, Eating...it brings back memory.
The happy days comes to an end. They could never repeat the time they had when they were together.
From top, we can clearly see all Black dresses and Black suits gather around.They are waiting outside while holding bouquets of flower close to their chest, they sobbing. The tears escaping ARMY'S eyes while their mouth keeps on chanting BTS' names.
Like it said, when the time comes.... They can only cry.
They have to let go.
Time can not Stop and Can not rewind.
That's the reality.