Hurts like hell

Jungkook p.o.v

I woke of feeling a bit tipsy but I felt a hot breath on my face so when I open my eyes and look down I saw y/n sleeping peacefully with his hands wrapped around my waist.

"You look more beautiful when you sleep.

why don't you believe me y/n? Why can't you give me one chance I can do anything to prove" I said caressing her cheek.

"Why do I love you when you hate me ? What are you doing to me y/n your so rude yet I love you the more rude you are the more I do" I said and kissed her forehead....

But she open her eyes.

"Wh...what are you doing? Get of me "she said and push me.

But I held her..

"Do you really hate me? Y/n

Am I not worth of giving just one chance

Why do you hate me so much? Y/n "I ask.

"Just get off me!" She said without looking at me

"Answer m...."but her phone call cut me off.

When I look at the screen it was Taehyung and I felt so angry.

"Get off I need to take the call" she said.

"Is he really important to you?" I ask

"Yes he is" she replied.

"Why don't you like me like you do to him y/n?

Why don't you understand me? Why" I ask.

"Stop jungkook you wanna hear isn't it than let me tell you

I don't love you and will never" she said looking at me straight but I could see in her eyes....I saw fear and hesitation, she than quickly look away .

"Fine "I said and got off from her and went out.

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*Y/n p.o.v

"Why does my heart hurt Everytime I say that I don't love him . why does my heart beat Everytime he comes close to me.why does I feel so sad when he leaves me. Why? I don't love him? Why?"I said and I felt tears drop.

Someone knock my door ,

I wipe my tears and open the door to see Tae smiling holding ice cream .

"I call you but you didn't pick so I came by myself here this for you" he said handing me ice cream.

"Thank you"  I said.

"Are you alright y/n did you cry" he ask sitting on the sofa.

"I'm fine, some dust went inside" I said and laugh awkwardly.

"Okk sit here I wanna show you something" he said patting the place.

I nod and sat beside him.

He took out his phone and click the video .

Than the song starts playing and seven of them starts dancing and I got so Shock like I never thought they dance so incredibly.

"Really am I really watching you guys dance" . I said

Yah pabo "

"I can't believe you guys are just incredible, you sing and dance wow" I said.

"Thanks "he replied.

"You have to dance for me" I replied.

"Sure "he said and looked at me.

"What? "I ask confused.

He came closer to my face and brought his hand up and wipe the corner of my lips with his thumb.

"Ice cream" he said.

"Oh thank you" I said

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*JUNGKOOK P. O. V

I felt so cold and started to shiver.

Why am I feeling so cold I thought than I realize I was onlywearing sleeved shirt.

I sigh and went back to y/n house.

I saw the door was open so I just went inside but stop when I saw Taehyung.

What is he doing here?

They were talking and suddenly Taehyung went close to her and I knew he was kissing her.

I ran outside feeling so angry and hurt at the same time. Without realizing I felt tears on my cheek.

'Why are you doing this to me y/n?

You said you don't love him than why?

I'm going crazy y/n. I need to get you out of my mind . I drove off to club.

I sat on the counter and started drinking.

This can only help me to feel at ease, I'm just so hurt.

I started to drink more than three bottles but it has no effect it still hurts like hell.

"You come here" I said.

The bartender nod .

"Give me depressants "

He narrowed his eyebrow but nodded .

"Wait a minute sir "he said.

After few seconds he came back and handed me the powder and tablet.

I took it and started to take it.

" I need more "I ask.

"I'm sorry sir but I don't think you should take anymore" he replied.

"Who are you to stop me? "Huh I said grabbing his collar?

" Bring me now" I yield and push him.

*Yugyeom p.o.v

I was drinking and talking with some girls when I heard a yielding voice sounding so familiar.

I look at the counter to see Jungkook grabbing the collar of the man and pushing him.

I quickly went up to him.

"What happened Jung...". I couldn't finish my sentence when I saw him taking the drugs.

"WTF Jungkook! Why are you taking this?" I said and grabbed his arm.

"Mind your fucking business" he replied.

"Here sir the bartender came and handed the drugs to him"

"Give it to me" I ask the bartender.

He hesitate but handed me.

"Give me yugyeom" Jungkook ask and I shook my head.

He than snatched it .

"Stop it Jungkook do you know what are you doing " I said.

"Shut the fuck up I... I.. Know what I'm doing" he said.

"Fine" I said and took out my phone.

I dial J-Hope hyung number because I only have his.

"Yo! Yugyeom"

"J-Hope hyung uhhh can you come to the club. "

"Why? "

"Uhhh Jungkook I don't know but...."

"What happened to Jungkook? "He ask

"hyung he's taking drugs and he's in a bad condition and I can't stop him" I said.

"I'll come right away" he said and hang up.

*J-Hope p.o.v

Shit I curse.

Why is he taking drugs? Didn't he promise he won't take. Something must have happened .he knows the effects it'll have on him if he take . I need to hurry otherwise...

I hastily drive to a club.