Again the same day...

Wondering in my own thoughts i realised how people often make their way out of you.

No, it wasn't love . I screamed to myself every night , before sleep. It was my mind who was handling me , making me out of all the emotional circumstances that i was passing through. It was all same for me. After a busy routine and a day full of ambitions and joy something left untold , unheard, and uncared.

Laying on bed, i whispered ; was it all or still there is something to be. Ohh God! I know you cannot be so rude then what happens for me ?

You are the God of everything, then why can't you make a way out of it for me. I trust you. I love you alot. But still why with me! This was my mind... making senses out of some emotional nonsense. I take a deep breath or you can say a sense of releif. Everything was moving around in my mind like a movie actor recognising what happened a few years ago. Ofcourse i am not an actor but some memories stuck my mind with some pain again like every day. Yes, i felt that pain again . The pain of broken heart and the feelings of being ditched and betrayed by your lovable . Consistently something that ruins my whole day in just few seconds...