s_cosmos

"Till Fate brings you Home, I'll wait through your PHASES"
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We cooked the breakfast in peace and tranquillity, so focused on the process to not even chit-chat in between. Or probably it was just me, too gone in the process of cooking to notice his stare on me.

"Hikari..."

"Yeah?" I don't look up from the bowl I'm mixing batter in, until I feel his presence right behind me. His hands began crawling up my arms, I let go of the bowl, and he turns me around.

"Yes Taehyung?" a smirk forms on the corner of his lips and a shiver goes down my spine, this couldn't be good.

"Up."

Up? What could that possibly mean? Then it strikes me, I feel his hands wrapping around my waist, he wants me to sit on the kitchen counter.

So I jump instinctively. I bit my lip out of habit, while he spreads my legs and walks forward, leaving no space between us. "Unbutton my shirt." I was hesitant but my hands followed his demands unwilling to upset him. My fingers were trembling against his buttons, his constant gaze upon me following each action of mine rendered me diffident.

God why won't my hands stay calm, I strived hard to unbutton his fourth button when his hands engulfed mine and I bit my lip as he made me look up at him.

"My turn." 

My eyes widened on realisation as his hands swiftly reached the hem of my shirt.

He leisurely unbuttoned my shirt, his eyes never leaving my face, he was absorbing every bit of my bashfulness, every reaction I made. 

I felt a chill across my chest, and that's when I noticed that he was done with his task.

"I love your sub nature." 

I like his dominant side too, but at times he was too intimidating for me to bare with.

"Kiss me." I gulped and reached for his lips, and to my surprise he stepped backwards and giggled.

"Kiss me Hikari." I jumped off the counter and reached to kiss his lips yet again but he stood straight, he was too tall for me to reach without him bending down.

"I can't...." I shrugged at his unusual demand to which he was being uncooperative.

"Disobeying me, are you?" He expression switched to a daunting one, and I blinked in response and shook my head.

"But I don't see you following my instructions?" I gulp as he advances towards me..
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Hikari Yi is a girl of a grim, fatalistic world, the love of a family was never one of her assets. Away from the fallen realm of her father’s menacing territory, she leads an independent life.
Little did she know the world she was running away from, was advancing towards her at a pace faster than she was travelling at.
Hikari admires a world famous boy band, the ORIONS, consisting of seven members. She somehow receives an offer to look after them as a manager or a caretaker. As unexpected as it looks, it isn't.
The more time she spends around them, she grows infatuated with one of the seven.
Are the feelings mutual? Is he the one to fill the void of solicitude in her life?
Overtime, mysteries unfold, what was Hikari's past? What other plans does she have for the boyband she adore? What secrets has she locked?
As it is, it isn’t just her. The Orions, too, have got their own darkness to unravel.
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-"Tell me once you again that you love me"
-"Reassure me once more that you'll stay forever, that you won't leave me alone."
-"Who are you.. No... What are you exactly?"
-"I want you Hikari. Now."
-"Is that how you talk to your boss?" 
-"Your clothes are see-through"
-"Yakuzas are the most feared mob group"
-“This world won’t let us be.”
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It's an enthralling, mystery, romance, action thriller. It has everything you've been looking for. High school romance? Office heated relations? Eternal love? Mafia? demons? Vampires? Boys? Best friends? Family? Action? Suspense?
It's all there, read to indulge in the roller-coaster adventure!

YOUR PHASES

I fell down on my knees and continued sobbing until I felt a hand trying to bring me up.


I looked up to see Kenma, a worried Kenma.


"Hikari" he had a woeful look on his face.


I knew I had ruined the night for everyone, turning a joyous celebration into a horrendous nightmare.


I shook my head, regretful of what I'd done and continued saying "I'm sorry" and "it's all my fault"


"It's really not" Kenma held my hand as he sat beside me on the bed.


"It's just that, Taehyung has never been this serious with anyone, I have never seen him this happy ever. You mean a lot to him hikari and he was grief-stricken at the fact that you couldn't even trust him this much." He rubbed my back, trying to console me and make me feel better, but right now I was literally inconsolable.


That's right, he must've felt so despairing.


"It's okay now! Be quite" Kenma tried to hush me.


"You know Taehyung is just as much sensitive as you are. He would be probably kicking things in his room right now" I heard a bang from across the hall and giggled knowing it must be him.


"So if you're feeling fine enough, you better go ensure he's fine too." Kenma gave me his bunny smile and I nodded. I loved how Kenma's endeavoring to save our relation.


I wiped off my tears and hugged Kenma, thanking him for being there for me.


Soon I hurried towards his room, secretly sneaking in.


"Tae-Tae" I searched for him in the dark room, I went inside and jumped at the sound of the door closing behind me.


"Taehyung?" I blindly moved my hands in the air, unable to see in the dark.


I came in contact with some human like form and instantly hugged him.


I clutched at his shirt, pulling him closer into the radiant light of the moon.


He was so prepossessing, his facial features gleaming in the moonlight.


I noticed a shiny liquid dripping down his face, I immediately rushed my hand to wipe it off knowing it was a tear.


"I'm sorry I didn't trust you enough. I was really just…" I looked down still clutching at his clothing, I can't let him know of my past, it's ancient history.


"I felt really inferior, knowing she's far much better than me, making it even more believable that you must've dated her and you could even go back-" he kissed me, preventing me from speaking further.


"You're the best I could ever wish for" he said in between the kiss, he then deepened the kiss and continued to until we broke off, I stared into his emotion filled, fathomless deep black eyes.


"You're my first in all spheres and I intent you to be my last" he kissed me on the forehead and I melted away at that.


Falling into his arms, letting him cuddle me.


It's this soothing comfort that I forage for. This warmth that I'm deprived of. This love that I've been shut away from for all eternity, until now. Now, it seems possible, to fall in love, to rely on someone, to be with someone, to be happy, to feel safe, for once.


I'm not just falling in love with you, I'm falling into you. You're an ocean, and I'm falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are.  


Anywhere with you, is everywhere I want to be. Taehyung, you are my every reason, every hope and every dream I've ever had.


IT'S US