Welcome to My Life

Hey, so let me give you a warning before I go on with anything else, okay? This is my book and my own little world so there are never right nor wrong answers, just my opinions a hundred percent. Just how I view the world in my tiny little perspective. So, no telling me this is right or wrong or whatever so. Deal? okay then we can move on. Oh, and one more thing, I am very very VERY bad at organizing my thoughts so... Everything written here is just whatever is going around my head, literally. Okay moving on!

Alright time for the introductions. I go by the username WhiteFang81 and I am a streamer at a famous online streaming community called Twinch (and no, I am not famous, just a baby streamer who wants to become a full time streamer). I play many games, too many to name and if there is one thing I hate, it's horror. I hate horror. Probably one of the things people make me do horror related things is to see my reactions or see me cry. Okay uhm I am 22 years old, born in South Korea and raised in the Philippines. Got a degree on Musical Theater, and no don't ask me to sing because I am horrible, for god knows what reason, uhm what else can I tell you, I am a LEO and my blood type is O and I am 170cm in height, prolly 5' 6 or something (sorry, I parted with math after learning division). I am not a sociable person, but I try to be, and well, lastly, I don't fully open up to anyone.

When I mean I don't, I really don't. Not even to my parents. I have an older brother but I don't even open up to him either. Why? I just don't feel comfortable talking about anything with anyone. But if I do really try and open up, I guess it means I trust you or I like you or I don't know I will leave that thought for you to decide. Anyways family wise, I don't really like talking to them, nor do I think we are even near or close. Sure we are blood related and they are my parents or siblings, but it doesn't mean I filly trust them to hear me out on most of the time because I do know they are saying things "for me", or they have "experienced" it or "been there, done that" but again, thats them, not me and we live in a new generation, a new community and in a new crowd of people! Okay, that's enough, let's not talk about this. So why am I writing? Because I decided to try and voice out my thoughts through scripts and I thought it would be the best way.

I am very bad when it comes to talking or communication, but if there is something I wanted to say dearly or to someone, I prefer to go the old fashioned way of writing a letter or sending a message. Sure it's better if we met offline and talked about it face to face but I guess I still have a hard time expressing myself with words. I don't know why but I guess I still am a coward, not knowing how to speak up with my voice and tell people who I am and what I do... Oh well, I don't know what I am saying anymore honestly and I am pretty sure you, being the witness to reading my story, don't understand where this conversation is going. Okay well, maybe it did make some sense to some people, I mean who knows right?