[42]I DON'T WANNA BE VIRGIN ANYMORE.

I stoke Aryan's naked chest and place my lips on his lips as I stare closely at his closed eyes. "God!, I fucking missed this man". I say as the incident of almost losing him filled my mind. We have been sleeping naked for these past seven days... waiting for him to wake up in my arms.

Today is the last day of his healing procedures and I can't wait to see him look at me, to see him walk around every day. I cuddle him close and wrap my hand around his naked body my lips still on his 

"When are you planning on telling me what really happened yesterday ". Aryan said softly his breathing touching my nose.

"You awake". I gasp and look deeply in his eyes, trying to show him how much I've missed him, how much I've cried day and night praying for him to heal fast and open his eyes for me.

"Why's your face like that?... Did something happen? Tracy you alright?. He asks and wipes off the tears on my cheeks." What happened? did Alaky do something to you?.

"I'm sorry... I'm... sorry, I should have protected you from this happening". I weep more as he sits and cuddles me closer to him. 

"It's okay baby, I'm fine, nothing happened... Don't cry. Everything's gonna be f-fine. '' He pat me lightly on the bed as he looks around the room. "Where are we?". He asked staring around the room. 

"We are in Abagna". I say softly. 

"Abag... What? What is this place? We are supposed to be in Maganda, not Abag...". He asks. 

"You collapsed in devachan, so I had to bring you back... it was serious and your father and the healer just left now". I say and sit up as he climbed off the bed and walks to the window. 

He exhales sharply and turns to me." What really happened in Alaky's chamber... Before I collapsed". 

"N-nothing... He...". I say dryly as Alaky's voice filled my head. You will sing gloriously as I thrust my self in your virgin body. I carried my head in my hands as if it was heavy and threatening to fall off. 

"Tracy?... Did he touch you? He asks waiting for my response which didn't come as I was busy fighting off the memory from my head with my eyes downcast, he walks to me.

"Idiot! Alaky is an idiot! Aryan boomed angrily pacing around. 

"I don't want to be virgin anymore". I say and bit my lower lips "Let's have sex Aryan". I crawl out of the bed as the wrapper around me fell on the floor exposing my nakedness.

I know I might sound stupid by wanting sex at a moment like this... I mean, he just opened his eyes but I'm just scared. I want him to disvirgin me, So when next I meet with Alaky his potion will be ruined. 

The healer isn't just any healer but a divine healer, he said Aryan won't feel any pain once he opens his eyes. 

 I walk to him and place my hand on his hardness. He moans and pulls himself away from my grip.

"I want to know, baby did he touch you? He asked again and turn to me. He swallowed hard at the sight of my naked boobs but looks away." Did he touch you? He asked again this time in his voice almost dried. 

"We got away". I say and walk up to him. I stand tiptoes and place my lips on his. "I want you Aryan".