27th August

I GOT UP IN THE MORNING AFTER HAVING A LOT OF DREAMS ABOUT BTS.

I took bath and after having my breakfast I went in my room for the left over packing that I had to do. It was as hot as Sahara desert that I could barely bare it now. Before started to think to start packing again I got  text message from Elaina :

 

Elaina – Are you done with your packing yet?

Cherry – Not yet. You?

Elaina – Me neither, never mind we will do it ASAP! Do call me when you are done please!

Cherry – Ya sure! Bye, Love you.

Elaina – Love you too. :*

 

 

Before I started with the rest of my packing I sat on my study table and took out an unposted letter from my dairy. I  have been writing diaries ever since I was a kid my diaries even have the slightest of details that I might not remember ever. It has my best days and also my worst  I had written to Jungkook way back I really wanted to post it but I never did. I opened it and started reading it at once:

 

HI,

It's Cherry, all the way from India.

 So, if you are reading it or listening this letter, I want to tell you something really special. I have always loved singing and I gave an online audition for JYP Entertainment and SM Town but I don't know then, maybe they never even saw it.

 It's my dream to become a singer and trust me you are the person who made me believe in me. I don't know if I will ever meet you but I wanna meet you just once

. I swear it will be just once but I want that once to happen. You have made who I am; you have made me discover me.

There have been times when I was fighting with depression, I used to cry every day, I had no friends and a hell lot of family problems, but every time BEGIN, SPRING DAY, FIRE, AWAKE, SERENDIPITY AND SPECIALLY YOU have given me the power to handle situations.

I started writing songs and will publish them and all of them were written while you were in my head.

Thank you for making me confident, for making me see myself as an able person.

 And this is the reason I love you because you have saved me. I love you for how you make me smile by your laughs, for who you are and how you make me feel.

Thank you for everything.

 

Your's nobady

 

Now that I was going there I wanted to post it so that they could read it before the fan meeting. So I added a few sentences in the end :

 

I ever since wanted to know you as a person Jungkook and will be reaching Korea on 28thAugust this year. On 1stSeptember I will be standing in front of you apartments door at 12pm hoping that you will come.

PS-MY NUMBER IF YOU EVER THINK OF CHANGING YOUR MIND IT IS +019827542

 

I don't know why I wrote it but I just did and I went to mom asked her to post the letter while going to her office she said yes and went, and mean while I started packing my stuff as it was a big day tomorrow. As soon I was finished with my packing I got another text message from Elaina:

 

Elaina – Hey! I am done with my packing and am really getting bored sitting here let's go out please?

Cherry – But…

Elaina – Please…!!! For me>

Cherry – Oh shutup! I am coming just give me five minutes. OK?

Elaina – Ya sure! :*

 

Elaina has always been the freaky kinds and I have always been the reserved one all the friends I have is just because of her because I kind of don't know how to socialize myself well.

After getting ready I met Elaina at the park where we always go since we were like kids and people literally still stare at us because now we are 17 years old and still go to that park and play around like babies. But sometimes it is really nice to be like that, at that time we both just don't worry about what is going to happen next and enjoy like we never been that free before.

After quite a while when both of us were walking home Elaina said

"You know Cherry when my parents got divorced you were the only one who always supported me everywhere and in every decision of my sick life I really owe you everything just wanted to say thank you for everything" she said while her voice started cracking up

"I will always be there for you just don't worry about anything else but the present okay?" I said while giving her a tight hug

"In fact you should be happy big day tomorrow right we have to enjoy every bit of it right" I told her giving her a great sigh of relief from all her life miseries

"Yeah" she said exited for tomorrow

We both waved each other good bye and went to my home for dinner and to sleep. When I reached home my mom gave me number of our tourist guide who is going to take us places along with him whom we will meet on the airport. His name was Jack he was an American-Korean guy who was trust me really cute.

I took all his contacts kissed mumma good night and went off to sleep.