N I N E T E E N

I was in deep agony and despair thinking how long I'll have to wait for me to see him again after tonight's party. THIS WON'T DO! THIS WON'T DO!

Time flew fastly. A year has already passed after grandma died and the only reason I've lived up to the present is....

"Ryke, sorry we kept you waiting. I ran fast after the class ended." The atmosphere felt different, my heart raced to see him upfront. I felt nervous but I am super excited. The star I thought that was so near yet so far, is walking beside me, breathing the same night summer air as me. I can't keep my eyes off of him and it makes me smile whenever he smiles. I thought I already knew about this feeling but it gets deeper and deeper the more I look at him, the more I chat with him. Every single time our arms would accidentally touch, it brings me to an unknown, bewitching and magical place. I'd stop time if I could. If you'll just let me, I'd never let go of your hand.

Yes, the reason is Ryke. He's the reason for my being. He keeps me sane. He's the sunshine in my rain, my tylenol when I'm in pain. In whatever shape and form, he's the calm to my storm.