T H I R T Y N I N E

I was acting okay, I still had my breakfast, lunch and dinner with them. We always eat together. No matter how busy we are with our own businesses, no matter what we're doing, we have to stop, make time and eat with the family.

I've told Ryke that it's what's currently happening so I asked if he could come visit me if he has free time and obliged. What broke my heart was he was trying, he was trying really hard but they won't even notice his effort. Everytime he'd stop by our house to see me, he always carried food, flowers and letters with him. I can still recall those times when he just arrived and haven't even rested that much but my aunt would shout, telling me to send him away because it's already late. Those time when you asked for their hand but they rejected. Those times when you offered flowers but they declined. So every fucking time it happened, I wished for an angel to appear and take us to a place where you'll feel only my sincerity and love.