who are you?

MY POV: I got rid of his hold and slapped him with all the energy I had left.

ME: "who are you?"

I asked as lots of questions were still going around my head wanting answers.

???: "tonight you are gonna scream my name.... the name is Kai."

He was sounded furious. He picked me up and threw me on the bed. The next think I knew is that he was already on top of me.

ME: "please d-don't d-do this!"

I begged him but just looking at his eyes I could tell that he wouldn't listen. He started to kiss my neck and leave hickeys everywhere I was already crying like a baby asking for him to stop and not do anything more but it was useless.

*Morning*

I woke up looking at my surroundings until I felt an arm around my waist hugging me tight. I looked at the man next to me as the memories from list night came to my head. Tears started to stream down my eyes as I couldn't bare what happened. I was raped by a complete stranger who I only met a 2 times and know nothing about him except that he is a mafia and name. He looked so peaceful and comfortable. I turned around ready to get out of bed but suddenly got pulled back.

Kai: "Morning Babe."

His voice sounded calm this time. I didn't respond to him but he started to plant wet kisses on my bare shoulders.

ME: "Stop."

I said with a shaky voice making it clear that I was crying.

Kai: "Babe what's wrong why you crying?"

Why? He is asking why!? I can't believe him. He was staring at my face wiping my tears from my eyes. Why does he sound concern? Why does he sound like he is worried? He doesn't care about me! So why? There was many questions and I didn't know which to ask first. My head was hurting from all those questions.

ME: "let me go."

Kai: "no, tell me what's wrong."

ME: "I need to use the bathroom."

He freed me from his hold and I got up from the bed and wrapped the blanket walking to the bathroom. I locked the bathroom door and turned on the shower. I stud under it and started letting everything out. All bad feelings, all the pain, everything. I didn't want to live no more, I wanted to disappear. Minutes passed and I heard a knock on the door and I knew it was him.

Kai: "Baby I have some business to take care off so I am leaving first, I'll see you later babygirl."

After that I heard footsteps walking away and I knew that he was leaving which made me glad. I finished taking a shower and walked out the bathroom to get ready. I was in so much pain, it was my first time and I did it at the age of 18....