Chapter 30

Y/N's mum: "Well then I will tell you about it...Y/N has always been good as a child and I wanted the best for her but sadly her life turned upside down and it's surely because of me. I loved her dad very much but sadly I guess he didn't feel the same. He started gambling and drinking a lot and as Y/N was still a child she had to grow up with a dad who was always drunk and always brings different girls home. As much as I was hurt I still wanted my child to grow up with a dad. I remember Y/N telling me about a friend she made when she was little but I don't remember that boy's name. They used to go out a lot to play and i guess it was a good way of keeping her save from her dad. Her dad was abusive but never hit her as I was her shield. But sadly as Y/N kept growing up she seemed like she was lonely. She stoped going out to meet her friend and she even seemed like she barely even had any friends."

At this point Y/N's mum was holding her tears in and Jay was just looking at the floor where as Chris was looking at both Y/N's mum and Jay. Even though Chris didn't know what happened between Y/N and Jay he new that it was connected to what her mum is saying.

Y/N's mum: "And then I got weaker so her father started to abuse her too. I remember one morning when I was getting ready for work and Y/N was getting ready for school her dad told her to be back home straight after school finishes and he even threatened her that he will beat her up if she was late. I had work until late at that time but I didn't like having Y/N alone with her father so I asked to leave work early. That night..."

Y/N's mum was already crying at that point and both Jay and Chris were eager to know what happened that night.

Y/N's mum: "That night when I got home all I could hear was screams from upstairs. So I run upstairs to where the screams came from only to see my own husband trying to rape his own daughter."

*Jay POV*

I was so mad at myself after hearing what Y/N's mum said. It was my fault... .

Y/N's mum: "I had to protect my child from that man. So I stabbed him but I didn't expect that he will die. I didn't mean to kill him but deep down I knew I did the right thing."

Chris: "You did the right think ma'am."

Y/N's mum: "I did the right think for killing him after all of the pain he gave to us but...I did the wrong think of killing him infront of my daughter. After that night me and Y/N went to a hotel to spend the night there. And then on the next day Y/N said that she wanted to take a walk and say goodbye to some people so I let her go out but who new that she was this depressed to end her life."

Jay: "W-what d-did you s-say?"

I was so shocked. I hope i was just hearing things.

Y/N's mum: "I don't know what went through her head but she must have been suffering a lot. I remember my phone ringing and it was a call from Y/N."

*Flashback Y/N's mum POV*

I was sitting in the hotel room thinking of what place to go to with my Y/N but I got interrupted by my phone ringing. I looked at the ID caller and it was Y/N so I picked up.

Mum: "Y/N where are you? You have been out for 30 minutes already."

Y/N: "Mum..."

I could hear her sobbing which made me worried.

Mum: "Y/N are you crying? Is everything Ok?"

Y/N: "Mum I am leaving you...I am going to a better place."

Mum: "What are you talking about? Y/N please come back to the hotel room and we can talk about it."

Y/N: "I am sorry...mum...I love you...Goodbye"

Then the call hanged up and my attention went to the TV that was playing the whole time. My eyes had already tears in them and my body became so weak that not only the phone dropped but my legs gave up which made my whole body drop on the floor.

*TV New*

Reporter: "A young girl jumped from the bridge into the river. But another person who seems to be a man also jumped after the young girl."

*End of blashback*

Jay: "S-so you are saying that she suffers from depression?"

Y/N's mum: 'Y/N said that she isn't depressed anymore so I guess that she doesn't suffer from depression anymore. But since you are close friends of Y/N's husband I should warn you that when she is depressed she harms herself. Even after the suicidal attempted she still cut herself."

The three people in the room stud up as the two men were getting ready to leave.

Chris: "Thanks for telling us her past. But we must get going now."

Y/N's mum: "Yh sure but please promise me that she is okay."

Chris: "I promise you that she is okay."

They both smiled at each other and said goodbye and Chris got inside the car where Jay was.

Chris: "I feel bad for Y/N."

Chris said to Jay but Jay was not even in the same world as him. He was lost in his own world. The tears that he wanted to let out while he was inside the house finally poured down his face.

Chris: "W-w-why are you crying?"

Jay: "It's all my fault...if only I let her leave the school that day she wouldn't have done any of that. Even her father wouldn't have tried to do anything. Non of this would have happen. Its all my fault."

Jay just kept crying while Chris was listening to him. He was right. After all it's all connected.

*Meanwhile Y/N POV*

I just came out the bathroom and was now getting dressed. I looked at myself in the mirror.

ME: "My body is starting to change. You are growing fast my baby."

I said while touching my belly.

ME: " And you are healing well too."

I said while looking at the already healing wounds on my arm.