Chapter 38

Kai: "Why?...To kill that son of a bi*ch's child.

I was shocked. I can't let him do that. He thinks that the child is from Bambam but I still can't tell him that it's his.

ME: "You can't do that."

Kai: "And why is that?"

He raised an eyebrow.

ME: "Because I want to have that child. I don't want to kill it."

Kai: "So you want to give birth to a baby who's father I will kill soon?"

ME: "Kai please don't do this. Don't hurt my child and Bambam. Please I am begging you."

Kai grabbed my face and came closer to me. He was angry.

Kai: "You are still here begging for another man's life. But don't worry. I won't listen to you ever again. You are not someone to be trusted."

He stood up and left the room leaving me alone on the bed. However those words kinda hurt me but I know I deserve it since I did lie to him and I did lost his trust. I am not that surprised but why does it hurt so much?

I was still tired so I went back to sleep even though I was worried for Bambam and my unborn child. I woke up from my sleep and I was really hungry. i got out of the bed and went to take a shower. I was just standing there in the mirror looking at myself while I still had a towel around me.

ME: "I hate my life. But I don't think I can change it even if I wanted to."

I let out a heavy sigh and went out of the bathroom. After i got dressed I opened to door to go downstairs however I was Kai standing at the entrance of the door after I opened it.

Kai: "Trying to run again princess"

Kai had that scary look again with a smirk on his face.

ME: "I just wanted to go and get some food"

Kai: "Aawww is my princess hungry?"

He said in a mocking tone as he walked inside the room making me back away from him. He closed the door behind him making me confused.

Kai: "You are not allowed to eat princess."

I looked at him shocked.

ME: "What??"

Kai: "I already told you love. I will make you suffer for leaving me and for getting pregnant by another man."

ME: "Kai Why are you behaving like that?"

Kai: "YOU DARE TO EVEN ASK WHY?!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU CAUSE ME TO CHANGE TO THIS MONSTER! THE MONSTER THAT I HAVE BEEN KEEPING IN THE DARK FOR ALL THIS YEARS! THE MONSTER THAT KILLS FOR FUN! YOU CAUSE ALL OF THIS Y/N!"

I was now pinned against the wall as Kai just kept on shouting at me. I was crying hard as I was scared yet a bit sorry.

ME: "I-I am so s-sorry"

I was a crying mess. It seems that every time I am around him I am always a crying mess.

Kai: "You are sorry? Why are you sorry princess?"

He spoke in a calm tone this time. It was like his mood changed in a minute. However I was still crying. He was scaring me a lot.

ME: "I-I am s-sorry."

Kai: "WHY ARE YOU APOLOGISING!?"

I flinched and tried to hold my sobs but it wasnt really working. I was looking down but then Kai put his hand on my chin making me look at him. His other hand reached out to wipe my tears off. His touch was soft. I closed my eyes enjoying his touch but tears still made their way out of my eyes. It was like I missed him and his touch.

Kai: "Do you love me?"

I opened my eyes and looked at him. I couldn't answer him. Do i love him? No...i don't...right? I wasn't sure with what to answer him.

Kai: "Not going to answer me?"

I looked down again.

Kai: "Whatever. Go to sleep. I will wake you up tomorrow morning."

He moved away from me about to leave the room again.

ME: "Let Bambam go."

I said making Kai stop at his track. I can't hide it from him forever. One day he will find out.

ME: "He has nothing to do with this. I know that he kept me with him in his house for a while but he is really innocent."

Kai turned and looked at me.

Kai: "Stop talking love. I don't want to cut your tongue."

He walked towards me again and leaned forwards and wispered in my ear.

Kai: "Without your tongue how will you call my name when I am destroying you?."

He moved away from my face with a smirk on his face followed by him licking his lips. I couldn't say anything I just kept looking at him who turned around and walked out of the room. I dropped down on the floor and tears just kept coming out. Somehow I managed to fall asleep on the floor forgetting that I was carrying a baby in me.

*Morning*

I woke up due to the water being thrown on me. I looked at the person and it was Kai who threw a bucket of water at me.

Kai: "Time to wake up princess. We don't want to miss your appointment now do we?"

ME: "Kai I am not getting rid of the child. Please try to understand I am the one that has to go through it not you."

Kai: "Aaww love your opinion on this is irrelevant. You don't decide...I do. Now go and get ready."

He turned around to walked out but what I said next made him turn to me in a quick second marching to me.

ME: "THE CHILD IS YOURS NOT BAMBAM'S!"

*BAAWW*

I felt a strong pain on my right cheek. Kai had slapped me!?? I looked at him.

Kai: "DO YOU REALLY THINK I WILL BELIEVE THAT? HUH? YOU TELLING ME THIS WON'T SAVE THAT CHILD! I KNOW IT'S HIS ANYWAYS SO DON'T LIE TO ME!"

He grabbed my hair and pulled me to the bathroom.

Kai: "Get ready or should I help you to get ready?"

ME: "Kai I swear it's your child."

Kai: "I will be back after 10 minutes and you better be ready by then or I am gonna kill Bambam for real this time."

And with that he left the bathroom. I started to take a shower and then I got dressed.

ME: "I hope my plan works."