"Why am I like this?why do I need to be like this!?like that? I don't have a right to choose what I want, (crying) I always feel jealous everytime I see those people who live their life with a freedom."
[Flashback]
" No dad, don't, please no, don't do that, I'm begging you ple-aase hh (while burning all my k-pop collections)
"Xiaoyang Wu!! I.AM.TELLING.YOU.TO STOP BEING THAT FANGIRLING SHIT, or else you're going back on province with your mom and help her with farming"-dad
"I don't want to go back there,I don't like there,dad please let me stay here,why don't you just let me do what I want!?"
"You'll stay here,but I am going to arrange your marriage,you need to learn on how to handle our company,and then you'll stop going on a concert ,fanmeeting, and everything that is related to that "fangirling" you called "-dad
"WHAT!!!? are you serious? oh-h no tell me you're not,why do I need to do that!? why do I need to marry a man that I didn't even loved! in fact I don't care about that FUCKING COMPANY you called! (slap)
"What?after all of my sacrifice for you,for this company our company, you didn't even hesitate to say that? fucking company huh?ok then, GO. You may go,but never ask me to give you money, never ask for my forgiveness, Forget that I.AM.YOUR.DAD. now get out of my sight! I don't want to see your face.nor.your.shadow. ,GET OUT!!"-dad
[End of Flashback]
I drive my car so fast,I didn't even care on traffic lights.
As far as I know all humans have their own rights,freedom,but, but how about me?I am human too,,,it's unfair !they're unfair! why did they do this to me!!hh why hh- (crying) I want to kill ! I want to kill those who control me! I want to murder yo'll !!!!! fucking people!why don't you guys just let me be what I wanted for my self! You're selfish! all of you ! I hate you I hate you!!
huh?no wait! what? no stop please, why- u-whhy is it not working no this can't be no no no no no aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!...
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I see dark, (click, ) (click) (click)hh light flashing some lights,(click) ( click) (click) (click) (flash) (flash) (click) more lights (swnswsaskwkwnzzjsksbejjebskejekelmmllebejb) and too noise that makes my head hurts so much , I don't feel my body and my eyes feel so heavy and heavy and .......