child hood

when I was younger I was happy as could be, not a care in the world. but now that I'm the age of 14 , everything makes me want to hurl.

nobody can change my mind of how I really want to die. but if you asked younger me, I'd lie and say I was happy as can be. there's no telling the truth in today's age, they'll just forget about you anyway.

so just stop take a look around, can u here that sound, it's quite loud, it's telling you to go don't worry I'll be here enjoying the show. you think you can beat me go ahead and try, but you know the truth is what you can't deny.