numb and broken

I've been suffering so long I can't stand all this pain. happens all the damn time, I think I'm going numb and insane. the one that does I can not escape, PLEASE SOME ONE PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS PLACE. but the one that I love will surely miss me. but when I go out I know I'm going to bleed.

I'm sick in tired of having to be in this cave. I'm so fucking tired of people telling me to behave.your supposed to be one of my friends but you choose to be dick instead. all I want to do Is stab you till your dead. it's getting more difficult to wake up and get out of bed. happy for 5 seconds till I know my life is full of dread.

just because you may be good at things doesn't mean that you're the best. you brag about your accomplishments please bitch give it a rest. I know you're now discovering new things, but that does not make you a queen. so please leave me the f*** alone, this is my one and final warning. for the next time you try unless with me, you won't wake up the next morning.