don't know what to do

what was I thinking,when I said I was ok. what was I thinking when I told you with a smile on my face. can't you see that it's just fake, can't you see that I'm not strong, that your just a person getting played.

is it all because of the history constantly winding in my head. I'm so confused, would I be better off just dead. I'm so confused, can you here the voices in my head. going round and round and round.

your answers no. Ill laugh it off and say ok. but when there's no one to be seen I'll cry my eyes off and save it for another day. I'm so confused, and I don't know what to do. I know this feeling,the feeling I get when I'm sitting right next to you.

it's love and I just can't get enough. it's love and it hurts, it's like looking at a rose and admiring the beauty. but as soon as you forget the boundaries, you go to pick it up and you'll get pricked and start to bleed.no one said love is like a breeze, something done with eeze.