in the end

in the end, what can I expect. my worst nightmare, my dreams, will there be anything at all. I know they say pick a religion and everything will be fine. but what about acceptants, because that's the hardest thing of all.

I'm falling, when will I ever stop. I'm falling, as I watch the clock. tic tic tic. time goes by as if it's never going to quit. where would I go now, who would I see. am I selfish to say that I'm the one who's not willing.