caught off guard

I was the only choice. Between your hand , and a breathing sex toy, you just took what you want.No preparation, no need to be a savant. I try to tell, but you speak well. So now I just live with that haunt. You think I wanted It!? And why In the fuck would I want your Dick? So you Just don't really care, and want to cum real Quick. Feeling The pleasure right now, You Don't care about tommorrow. what once was a person, Is now sitting hollow. Happiness Is a battery that I need to borrow. emotions caused by trauma, I Will never get to fully unload. The darkness Is my home since The light never showed. life Is Just a Journey that no one ever Trully knows, where Should I go.