Tell Me To STFU

it's weird to watch things play out. it's like digging a tunnel with only your bare hands, and you claw, and you claw until you dig a tunnel system. who knows if your dreams will ever come to see the light of day. as long as you continue to claw. scraping dirt with your fingers and nails as the dirt fights back. And in turn, scrapes your flesh off very slowly, the walls in this future hall scraping your skin until its raw. blood-stained dirt turns to dry mud. OfCourse your hands sting in pain, no time to heal because you have a tunnel to dig. no one knows if you eat, as they just witness you dig endlessly wondering why they aren't doing the same. they only assume you eat because you always seem to have energy. Your high gene isn't very good, you spend all day scraping and bleeding and sweating at a nonstop pace. so other people around you do notice your appearance and smell. and they are bothered by this. of course, it isn't illegal to not keep up with your high gene, but it would probably feel better for yourself to clean up and take a break. because if you did you would have a chance to heal your hands and maybe just maybe find a tool to help speed up the prosses. and girl I've noticed you scratching your dirty dusty hands across your cranium. maybe you could also go for a haircut after you shower. NOW GO. Does it taste good? Does it feel good? Are you feeling good? Does your body feel good? Do you feel refreshed? Do you feel relaxed? Good. I'm Glad. Youve definitely have earned a win in my book of morals. 

it's funny. a fact is a thing that can be proven to be true by evidence, and an opinion is someone's thoughts and feelings put into a statement that can be used to try and persuade the observer. and not everyone on this earth has the same morals, in fact many people who have what they consider to be logical, and fair morals can be viewed to have fucked up and unfair morals. they can even go so far as to say they are double standards. And people who are considered to be bad evil manipulators can often argue that they are the victim. trauma has no limit for how little or large of an effect it can have on every and anything. trauma has no age limit for who gets a visit or not.