chapter 4

Now as far as my father, well there is not much to say about him. because I've never meet him not Evon once and I've never seen picture's neather. so I have no idea what he looks like and I don't Evon know if he Evon knows that me and Denise Evon exis! I say that because, well how we came about was are mother raped are father! Maybe that's why she decided to adopt us out when we was 1st born. Then when I was in 12th grade that's when I just moved to jonhnstown in 04. Anyways are gram lidia was stayin with us at that time because she had colan cancer. But that's when I found out that are father was supposedly black and he was the one who was on are birth sutificate and he's the one who was goin to adopt us. I asked my gram how she new and she said because she meet him befor! So I still wonder if he new about us or anything like that. So all i know is a name Wich is Robert Scott naugle but I do not know the face of this man I've never meet! So I often wonder if I look like my father. If my attitude is anything like him and a bunch of other stuff. I would so much like answers to. But I'm not Even sure if he is so not knowing left an empty hole in my hart. I feel as tho something is missing! But i do not know exactly what that is! but if I ever got to c my mother I'd have only two question And that would be why and who's my father?!