Twelve months ago (1)

Twelve months ago I used to worked at club name Sweets.

During that time one day my mom and dad had a big fight. That started because of someone came from the bank and complain father never pay the monthly payment of the loan that he brought. My father doesn't have any permanent job and we live in rented house. But still he brought Rs. 1,000,000 again without knowing my mother. And still he doesn't pay any of monthly payments. I don't know how my father addicted to the taking loans but his habit become a huge problem to our family.

Other hand my brother still going to school and my mother doesn't have any job.

That's the reason I took part time job at club. Because I doesn't have another choice. One of my friend introduce me to club manager and he give me job because of my friend's request. Every weekdays I have to go to campus and after that I'm working at the club as a waiter. I have no choice but working at weekends also. I feel very satisfied with my job because they pay me Rs. 20,000 as a monthly salary. This kind of salary is rare so I can tell this club pay me well.

I'm doing everything that I can do for my family. But I don't know my parents love me or not. Because they don't care how I earn money they only want what I earn. In the past few years they didn't ask from me whether I had eaten property or not, how I feel. It's drive me to think that I'm not born to them.

Of course I'm not care they love me or not because I'm used to it. My only hope is to live happy life. But every time I feel It's far away from me.