Dream and Reality

If i remember correctly that was 8 months ago, me and my grandma are staying at Lincoln Subdivision. Same thing happens., I had a dream..

In my dream i woke up on a rocky mountain, the hell I don't know where., I kept on walking looking out for somebody to talk to. Instead, I saw something I should've never seen..

Four guys, standing one arm apart in a circle form, they are like meditating or praying or something and there's a fire in the middle. But the fire is not coming from anything, it is just floating and then I saw something within the fire, when I tried to focus I figured that it was a ring.

There are huge rocks in front of me so I think I got myself covered but then I saw a shadow and I felt that someone is behind me. So I push myself to the opposite side and swing around quickly to the person behind me. He tried to grab me but I didn't let him and then I ran as fast as I can.

This is not my first dream and i know that this won't be the last. When I was 12 until I reach 15, Its hard to tell the difference between dreams and reality but then as I kept on dreaming, I finally discover something, That I have the power to do anything in my own dream world.

When I'm about to reach the cliff, I raised my body up and I can't believe it.. I'm flying..

It was a great feeling., I admit it was amazing but still, i want this to happen only in my dreams.

Maybe I underestimated that bald man, but I'm not surprise that this guy is flying too..

all I thought that I'll just keep on flying and the bald man will just keep on chasing but I was wrong, He can produce this kind of bluish light ball and start firing on me.

Then I kept on thinking.. what will I do? what do I have in defense?

As I keep on going high, to the point that I'm passing through the clouds, i saw something that kind of gave me an Idea..

Well, I guess since I can do anything while i'm dreaming.. try this...

So I reverse myself like a summersault facing directly to the opponent then I close my eyes and think that the lightning are on my hands and quickly force a strike, and the lightning killed the bald man.

As I land on the ground, I suddenly felt the sand covering my feet, then the sand turns into a rock that I can't manage to move my feet anymore. Then I thought something exploded behind me but it was the rock coming from the ground forming like a snake and wriggle around my wrist as it tightens me up. Then a huge column made of rock suddenly appear behind me locking my waist, my neck and including my mouth. Now the only thing that I can move, are my eyeballs, I guess they're really pissed off when I killed that bald chasing me.

Then there they are.. they show at last...

and I can't believe they're all balds..

Then the leader stepped in.. and start talking..

If only they could let me speak, or let me do some sign body language so that they would know that I don't understand anything.,

I mean literally., because the leader is speaking some kind of alien language that I can't understand, not a single word, But it seems my opinion is nothing but trash so maybe they don't need it.

Then after the leader delivered such a great speech, looking so angry and funny..

Another bald guy came in, carrying his long arrow., and Oh no, maybe I'm gonna die, this guy really look so pissed. Then he raised his long arrow like a homosapien hunting a wild animal, but maybe this is different because I can see the bluish electricity pumping on that arrow.

Then here we go, I'm really gonna die., It was like slow motion as the long black metallic arrow came right towards me and went straight into my chest and slipped through the rock column behind me.

I thought everything will shut down, but why am I still thinking.,

I supposed to feel cold but as it turns out I'm feeling the opposite, really like I'm getting warmer, like the temperature is increasing and as it goes higher my eyes became cloudy but even so I still saw something, its like there are sprinkles of light coming out from my arms and from my hands or maybe from my entire body.

It wasn't really dark that time, because I saw at least three moons that shines upon that desert but as my temperature gets higher and higher it was like one o clock in the afternoon, even though my eyes are cloudy I could see everything.

Then suddenly..

or maybe...

I explode...?

Then I woke up.. same thing happened when I was twelve.. when I was fifteen., eight months ago and now.. although different dreams but at the end my body somehow lights up and explode..

To be honest I don't understand and i don't want to understand.

I can ask grandma about it but I won't, She can lie, or she can tell the truth., either way that don't seem to matter, because it is all nothing but a dream.

Maybe tomorrow, things will be different coz I'm going to college and I'm taking medicine. I had a dream when I was 10 years old that I'm going to be a doctor and I think amongst all of my dreams that's the closest to reality and I'm going to do everything to make that happen.

Its just that..

When I'll get out of this room., and go down stairs for a while, eat my cereals and then I will come back and I will open the door..

...my bedroom is fine again.

See.. there's nothing to worry about..

or maybe i should worry..

coz I'm starting to fool myself..