Am I finally free

Three and half years have gone by .

And thanks to my friends I have learned a bit of fighting skills.

From eight of us Sara was the first one to get out of the juvenile home and then Urmi got out now it's my turn.

My served my time now it's time for me to go home.

But I was confused which was my real home the juvenile home or the home where my parents lives.

In the juvenile home I was loved and respected by people but in my parents home I was less loved and most importantly they didn't even believed me.

So I was really torn between my homes.

I was definitely going to miss my friends . they are there for me when no one even my family wasn't there to help me.

"My family" I don't even know why I call them that.

They hardly come to see me.

After all these years they really they kind of forgotten about me.

But anyhow they came to get me from the home.

I said goodbye to all my friends and told them-" I will meet them when they came out"

Then we 3 got into my father's car and headed for my home.

My parents has moved houses.

So we got to the new house.

No one was at the door to welcome me so we entered to the house.

I was little shocked that my bothers and sister didn't even bother to come to meet me .

Mom took me to the room and ordered me -" do clean up and when lunch time comes I will call you."then she left without saying a word.

Like I was some dirty thing she gave birth to I was very angry at that time.

But I did as she told.

Mom called me to come to the lunch table so I got up from my bed and entered the kitchen.

But when I entered to the kitchen I heard some noise coming from the kitchen.

it was the noise of my siblings fighting with my parents.

They were angry with my parents because they brought me back to home.

I entered the kitchen and everyone turned to look at me.

I don't know what happened but my big brother just came to me and slapped me very hard.

I couldn't handle the slap and fell to the ground my mother came to help me up.

Then my brother started shouting at my parents -" why did brought back this criminal home. Aren't we got punished enough for a lifetime just for her .

My sister then shouted at me -" Can't you just leave us alone. If you can't live on your on go die . There are plenty of cars running in the road go jump Infront of them."

I couldn't hear anymore so I ran to my room and locked myself in .

That day I felt my heart break into a million pieces.

I wanted to scream my heart out but I couldn't do that because if I do that people will know I'm crying behind that door so I put my hand in between my mouth so no scream would come out my mouth.

But the more I control myself the more I remember everything.

I couldn't understand why I was getting punished after my punishment is over.