The question

why?

why the bloody hell I can't stop thinking about him? why god why?

why does his presence bothers me this much?

why do I care ?

I kept asking myself these questions for hours but I couldn't get a answer.

After a long question answer round sleep came to me.

Again woke up looking like a zombie.

I dragged myself up for my daily work and then Sakshi and I went to our class where I was listening to our teacher's notes half asleep which he found out and threw me out of his class.

Naturally after that I was fully awake .

I stood outside of our class for fifteen minutes but the teacher was firm in his decision so I didn't waste my time there and took my bag and came to cafeteria for a cup of coffee.

But on my way to the counter I saw Arjun and his friends sitting inside the café and Shama was holding Arjun's hand.

I remembered what Sakshi told me the other day about him and Shama.

I couldn't believe that she was serious about it .

Arjun and Shama was boyfriend and girlfriend.

I took me five minutes to believe what I was seeing but when I came to my senses I wanted to run away as far as possible .

Arjun saw me standing there so I couldn't leave so I went to the counter and ordered a ice-cream.

The barista handed me my ice-cream and I started to walk for the door but instead walking to the door I walked into the wall and hurt my head in the process.

I came back to my senses and felt the blood coming from my wound .

I was startled.

I couldn't understand what to do.

Few seconds after I felt someone's hand on my solder.

I turned my neck around and saw Arjun standing besides me, holding me up.

I was so angry on him I threw his hand away and told him -" I can take care of myself. you don't need to show fake concerns for me. I know you think of me as your laughing stock but I am so sorry but I am not. please go back to friends , don't leave the conversation . you might miss out on the plan, the new plan for making me more miserable . now if you will excuse me I have to go ."

I could tell that he was so angry because when I started to walk away I heard the something smashing onto the floor.

But I decided not to look .

our class was over so Sakshi came looking for me and she saw blood flowing from my head so she took me to the doctor.

doctor cleaned me up,bandaged my head and gave me some medicine.

on my way out I saw Arjun and Shama coming in and Arjun's hand was all bloody.

All my anger vanished. I wanted go to him but I saw Shama holding him.

So I decided not to disturb them and I came back to the classroom.

But all I could think of was how the bloody hell his hand got hurt.