258. I Am Sorry III

Third-person POV

"I-I am sorry…" Meiyun sobbed after she watched Di Shang's figure left the room.

She felt like she was the worst person ever to be alive in this world. She kept questioning herself again and again.

"Why do I have to lie to him?"

"Why did I choose to hide everything from him?"

"He trusted me so much but I did everything to make him upset."

"What is the purpose of being happy if it is fake?"

Her palm swung across her own cheek causing her cheek and palm to turn red, "I am an idiot…useless…worthless..."

She cursed at herself with every degrading word that she knew. At this moment, the only thing that she wanted to do was to run to Di Shang's side with everything she had and apologize to him. Addressing every misunderstanding they were having, tell him all of her stories whether it is happy, sad, upsetting or even depressing.